"Al.....Alex what are you doing here?" I think my heart is going to jump out of my chest what the hell Alex was the last person I expected to see or the last person I wanted to see today there was no way out of this I can't lie not in-front of Angel what example will I be and not only that I can't refuse my child in order to save myself. "I'm here to see my sister and you what are you doing here?" he gave me a smirk that said he knew why but just wanted me to say it out loud. "Wait is Mary your sister?" I look at Mary who nod her head with a big smile platen on it. "Julie met my little brother Alex but it seems like you both know each other." "Hmm yes he is my sister fiancé." "mama mama play play" Angel started wiggling in my hand. "Is that your kid Julie Alex ask?" "Hmm Mary do you mind taking Angel for a while please". She nod taking Angel and went to play "please keep and eye on her don't want her shoving sand down her throat." Mary laughed as she and Angel played on the slide. I took a sit on the beach Alex followed my lead as took a sit next to me. "Well are you going to answer my question Julie?" "Mmmm yes that Angel she is 1 year and a few months and yes she is my kid." I look at my baby laughing it made me smile to just see her like that fall of life and free. "So how come she doesn't live with you?" "Look here Alex no body in my hole family knows I was pregnant and gave birth okay." "Didn't they notice something or anyone at school or something?" "It was hard to keep it because suddenly I had to wear dresses that were 5 time bigger than my normal size it was hard to keep it from everyone and most of all it was hard for me to keep her okay." "why didn't you give her to her father than my sister?" "Because I couldn't." "And why not?" "Because I was rape okay I don't know who her father is and I don't want to know. I got rape when I was sixteen a few months later I found out I was pregnant with Angel. I always wanted a kid on my own so I was happy but I was not happy about the way it happened. Do you know how it feels like when I'm on the street with her and all does kids say dad and she looks at me. She might not be able to speak quick alright but I know her and it hurt me to know that she can't have her father here with her. And more because I know I can't take her home cause my parents will disown me I just don't know what to think anymore it hurt so much." "I understand so how is your friend who lost her mother?" I know he was trying to change the subject but it would be better if I told him the truth. "Hmm that well it was a lie the thing was Mary called me telling me Angel was terrible sick. When I arrived at the hospital it turned out she just miss me way too much." "So is that the cause for all the nightmares you have been having?" "Yeah kind of well when this just happened it was way worse but when I found out I was pregnant they went away and came back a month ago and this time they are even worse because I remember everything like if it happening all over again. I can't tell my parents because the day this happened I was normally supposed to be home but it was my friend birthday. But look I don't regret a thing I don't regret keeping her she is my everything. Even though I still remember that horrible night but I'm fine each time I look at her she makes everything better." I stood up wipe the tears from my cheek went to were Mary and Angel were pick her up and went to were Alex was sited. "Can I carry her?" "Yes sure" I gave her to Alex as she started playing with his hair and pulling it. "Hey princess can you please stop pulling my hair it hurt." "Hahaha come here Angel we need to go home said Mary." "No I will take Angel home so you and your brother can have some alone time okay she needs a shower anyway." Mary gave me a smile as I toke Angel from Alex. "Wait will you be bringing her back home or should I come pick her up when you guys are done." "I will bring her home since I will be staying there for the rest of my time here." "Aaah okay anyway Angel let head home babe" she smiled and put her head on my shoulder before we toke off. By the time we got back to were the car was parked she was at sleep. Place her in the back seat were her baby chair was after arranging her. I close the door the ran to the grocery store after buying everything for dinner step in the car to see Angle still sleeping. Came home brought everything inside toke Angel upstairs gave her a change of clothes and dieper. Then place her in bed I didn't notice it was so late still I check my phone to see it was 5 in the evening. I can't believe taking to Alex cause me so much time I better start preparing dinner before Angel wakes up. I unpack all the groceries and started making curry with rice and a lot of meat. After cooking for more than an hour. I decided to take a hot bath just as I started feeling the bathtub I heard Angel crying going over I pick her up. Went back I just decided it would be great for us to take a bath together we deserve it after such a long day.
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