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I was sitting in my room when the door of my room flew open causing me to jump in fear. And there was and angry Alex he's face was so red I have never seen him like this before. Before I could say a word he spoke. "You bitch I trusted you I can believe myself I can ......can. ....believe....... I put my trust in you how could you do this to me?" "Hmm what are you talking about Alex and please calm down you are scaring me". "Don't you fucking play dom with me right now". "But I really don't know what you are talking about". "Let me jug your memory with me telling you my secret and you telling your sister all about it". "Wait hold on there are you implying I told Sara your secret when we don't even talk". "Look Julie you are the only person that knew apart from my family so tell me who else would want to hurt me other than you?" Alex I will never hurt you, we have a....." "But you just did you broke the trust I had in you". I walk over to him put my hand on his and look him in the eyes. "I didn't Alex, Sara and I don't even talk so why will I take time off to tell her about you". He push me causing me to losing my balance I felt on the floor heating my head against the bed I felt pain and something warm running down my face. I touch to see I was bleeding I wipe the blood away and look at Alex. "You know what Alex I don't care what you think of me but accusing me of betrayal is the last thing I expect from anyone but you". "Look here Julie........I should have listened to you father when he said you are just a lying little bitch". My eyes water but I blink the tears away not wanting to cry in front of him never again. "I never want to see or hear a word from you again so get out of my side". "I understand but you are in my room so please leave and let's keep our distance just like you said". He left my room closing the door behind him. The second the door closes was the second I felt to the ground I cried my heart out I can believe Sara is doing this to me again I am so hurt and angry right now I think I just want to die.

After crying for more than 3 hours or more my head was killing me I stood up and toke a pain killers after running to the toilet more than 4 time in half an hour I laid on my bed and thought of what I really wanted. And the truth was I didn't want to stay here any longer than I had already. So I stood up and started parking my things into boxes. Well the thing is I will be moving to Texas I bought a all my dresses to be move . After packing I text Mary on Facebook telling her to pack up Angel stuff because she was coming home with me. After that I made another appointment with the movement truck for tomorrow since I'm sure my parents will be out with Alex parents having dinner. I sat on my bed after everything was packed up since I gave my wallet to my dad I wanted to go take it but decided against it since I was smart enough to take out my ID card. And if I was to use the cards he would track me down. So I decided I was going to go to the bank when I get in Texas and report missing and then ask them to just transfer all my money into a new account. I sat on my bed when my computer made a sound saying there was a message. Picking it up I open to see I had two messages one to confirming my appointment and one from Mary saying that she and Justin just finished packing Angel stuff. So everything was arranged the truck will pick up my stuff and then when they get to Texas they will pick up Angel's. You will think I have to pay so much money but the boss said he was Kyle uncle. And they know I was there for him when nobody was so he was going to do this for free as a thank you gift to me. I was so glad I didn't need to pay hundreds of dollars just to move. After looking around my bedroom I stood up got dressed and went downstairs. Looking around there was no one at home so I ran to the supermarket 2blokes away for some medication I have been feeling nauseous all day especially in the morning and each time I eat something it just get worse I feel like anything I eat can't seem to stay put. I have never felt this bad before after buying what I needed started walking home just to stop and puke my guts out when I came home my parents were in the living room. I walk past them not saying a word but was stop by my mom. "Julie come here". I was really not feeling fine so I just did what she asked. "What is wrong you look horrible what happened to you head?" "I feel against my bed when I came out of the shower and my food poising just got worse so I went and got some medication for it I will be fine once I take them in and rest". "Okay babe just take care of yourself okay?" "Yes", I stood up and started walking only to stop and run to the kitchen and puking again god this is getting out off hand my mom ran to me holding my hair up for me. I clean my mouth and held my mom I have never felt this bad before in my life she hug me and told me to go get some sleep. I walk upstairs and inside my room and just jump on my bed cause it was calling my name like hell.