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I took a sit between Alex and Kyle taking a deep breath in and out a few times to calm my self down. Alex toke my hand in his and look at me he came close and whispered in my ear that I would be fine it took everything I had in me not to moan cause his breath on my neck felt so good if send shiver down my spine. And before he pulled away he let his tongue bite my earlobe. After that he pulled away as I look down in embarrassment I heard someone entering the room so I lift my head up to see who that was to come face to face with and angry sister. She had a fake smile on her face I could see that in her eyes I know Sara and most of the time me seeing her like this scared the shit out of me but I'm over that I'm not going to be the weak one anymore I'm not going to run away from her. If it's a fight she wants she better be ready cause I would give it back to her. She took a sit and look at me with disgusted thrust me if looks could kill I would have been six feet under the ground by now. I felt Alex slipping his hand in mind reassuring me that everything will be fine. Sara stood up and went to the kitchen to get what so ever. "Alex I don't think we should tell them tonight I mean I am kind of scared okay." "It's okay if you don't feel like it we can tell them another time okay I don't want you stressing out your self in times like this so just take as long as you need." "Okay thanks for that when I'm ready I will let you know." Sara came back with a glass of wine in her hand she place it on the table and look up at me she took her sit.
"So Julie how are you I mean that black dress looks great on you and I'm sure it cost a lot since you are one with and expensive teast", Sara said with so much bitterness in her voice. "Thanks I'm fine and the dress is only twenty dollars." "You know there is something I still don't understand." "And what would that be?" "The fact that you slept with my boyfriend but then again you had a kid and told no one. Not even mom and dad at least I expected you to tell mom." "Sara please stop this", my mother said. "No mom you don't get to tell me that don't pretend like you don't want to know who's that little girl father is cause I for one what to know." "So start talking Julie how is her father or is she just a mistake from one of your sleeps around." "Look Sara I don't wanna talk about who's Angel father is tonight I came here for mom and dad not to answer all you questions." "Oh really but wait let me ask you this how much did they pay you?" "How much did who pay me for what?" "You know all the guys you have slept with and even the one you had his kid." I could feel my blood boiling. "Look it's not because you go around selling yourself and self respect to people for sex doesn't mean I'm a slut like yourself so watch your mouth." "You know what Julie you of all people are the last one who has the right to call me a slut. I'm sure you don't even know the name of that bastard father." I stood up before I could stop myself my hand had slap her a crossed the face. "You can call me all you want I don't care but the second you dare bring my daughter into this you cross the line who the hell do you think you are?" "Mom why don't you ask her yourself anyway I mean she is your daughter I'm sure she would tell you who the father of her child is." "Julie just tell her so we can get over with this come on baby this was supposed to be a great night not one for you and Sara's break out." I look around the table and meet eyes with Alex he smiled and stood up holding me by the hand and pulling me into a hug, at first I didn't understand why he was doing that but the second his arm  were around me I felt something wet drip down to my feet that's when I realised I was crying. After a few minutes I wipe the tears away and look at mom. "I'm sorry mom that I had to ruin your birthday but I'm sorry I can't tell you who's Angel's father is I will when I'm ready but not today." "It's okay Julie let's just enjoy the rest of the night we have left." "No no no mom no you don't I mean how can you let her go so easily tell me. Is this because you and her are the same always keeping secret from everyone I mean I do things but I don't hide them like you guys." "What do you mean we are the same Sara?" I said looking at her.  "Mom are you going to tell her or should I?" "Sara that's enough for one day", father said. "No dad I mean how long are you going to keep the truth away from her you know she is not a kid right. I mean even Alex knows the truth so why don't we just go ahead and tell everyone." "Mom what is she talking about mom can you please say something causes you are scaring the shit out of me right now. What truth does even Alex know about that I don't  know a damn about." "Julie I wanted to tell you this a long time ago but i didn't know how you would take it but I guess I have no choice now. The thing is your dad here is not your real or biological father."