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Hmm everything hurts it feels like my body is on fire like if I'm cain to a bed or something really cold. I can here Poeple talking around me but I can't make out the voices they are two many. It feels like someone is crying but why? Why are they crying why is it's all of the sudden quite. I tried opening my eyes but I felt a horrible pain in my head. Breathing throw my teeth I tried again and this time it works but I close them again due to the amount of light that entered my eyes. I opened them one more time and blink a few times so my eyes could get used to the light. Looking around the was no one in the room at least that was what I thought. Still I saw Alex's sleeping on the sofa at the far end. What is he doing here I tried to get up as fast as I could but the pain in my head increased causing me to let out a scream. Alex was up and now by my side I felt so weak and dizzy that all I wanted to do right now was go to bed and sleep. "Just lie down I would go get a doctor your mom and dad went home to take a shower and will be back soon all I want now is for you to stay calm." I did as he said he went out of the room as I look around me oh yeah that's right I called and ambulance because of my bleeding nose I'm sure they called my parents but I don't get why Alex had to come with them he was the one who said he never wanted to see me again so why is he here. Is it just so he can toy with my emotions or what is he trying to gain is this just a game for him? I started crying wiping my eyes but the tears wouldn't stop the door opened and Alex walk back in with a man in white behind him. "Hmm hey there Julie my name is Dr Sam we are glad you are up." I wipe my eyes and look at him hmm how many days have I been at sleep. "You have been at sleep for more than two days now." "Wow that long so is there anything I'm supposed to know order than not stress try eating healthy or have a enough sleep." "Yes actually there is....... We did some text when you were brought in here and it seems to us like you are pregnant and that might have been the caused of the vomiting and exhaustion feeling you were having." "Wow wow what you are joking right? I can't be pregnant." "Yes ma'am sorry but you are 5 weeks pregnant if you don't believe me we can redo the test." "No need can you please give me some time to process this please? And please don't tell my parents anything about this I want to tell them myself even if they push it." "Yes sure ma'm I will be back later to see how you are doing." After the doctor left I look at Alex to see he was as shock as myself and that made me feel a little better. "What are you doing here Alex? What do you want have you come to laugh? At me cause if that's what this is about I would have to tell you to come back later." "Julie I'm not here to laugh at you I'm here cause you're not doing great and I'm sorry cause you beginning here is also kinda my fault but I'm not sorry about the baby I'm sorry that things ended the way the did. I know I once told you that I love Sara even though we just meet you know but what I think. I meant was that I like you and having you around is always exciting. It always feels like something crazy is going to happen even though I don't know what but I guess that's what makes it all the more fun. And when I'm around you I always feel myself smiling or laughing without a single reason. We could sit still for hours and yet the energy in the air wouldn't be awkward or heavy. I miss all that I miss having you around baby girl I know I hurt you and for that I'm sorry." He walk over to me sat next to me and hug me he kiss my head and told me everything will be alright. "But Alex how is my sister going to react to this my parents and everyone what are they going to think of me I mean us?" "Look here baby no one is going to think bad about you no one is going to think your are a bad person and as for you sister I don't think she would mind." "What makes you say something like that you know how she is. "I know and the reason she wouldn't mind is because the wedding is off." "Wow what what happened?" "Well I found out she lied about everything telling me that you were the one who told her my secret when it was actually my brother. Not only that she cheated on me not only with my brother but we so many people I can't even keep track of." "But how am I going to tell my parents this and about Angel?" "Well they know about Angel and before you think I betrayed you I didn't tell them it was my sister when I called her. Well you parents wanted to hear everything and well Mary said you came and pick up your baby and left so I think they figure that part out but as for this we will do it together you don't have to do it all by yourself anymore okay cause I'm here for you no matter what happened." "But I don't know what will happen to this child Alex it troubles me to know I put this baby's life in danger." "You didn't okay so stop stressing out it's not good for the baby." "But that is the one thing I can't seem to do. I'm sick Alex I'm really sick and it troubles me knowing that maybe this kid would not make it because of me being sick." "What do you mean by you are sick Julie hey baby girl stop crying and please look at me what wrong?" I know she is sick but I don't want her a and her mom having a fight about her telling everyone her secret. "Alex I have leukemia I'm so sorry I didn't tell you this before but if you don't stay with me I will understand okay so don't bother." "Julie so you think I will leave you because you are sick look at me Julie I'm still here wander you are sick or not you are still the same person to me and I will not treat you differently now because you are sick got that?" "Yes , but you do know I'm still mad at you right it's not because I'm pregnant now that you have to think I have forgotten how you treated me okay. I still remember everything and it still hurts me as much as it did the day you said all those horrible and hurtful things to me." " I know and I promise I'm going to make this up to you okay trust me I will."