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                        Alex
We brought Julie here as fast as we could but she is still out. I wish all of this was just some sick dreams the doctors have been running test on her like crazy and it's starting to freak me out. Maybe coming back home was a really bad idea after all maybe I should have payed more attention to what she really wanted than what was to be done. I don't want to lose her and the baby I just got her back and losing her would absolutely crash me I don't think I would be able to handle it. But then again I would have to not for me but for are little girl. I can't afford losing her too but I really do love Julie even though I never said those words to her but I'm sure now. Spending this lasts weeks with her and Angel proved that to me even if I'm not ready to say it out loud yet. The door of the room opened that Julie was in I walk over to the doctor. " Mrs sintclair" thé doctor called we Julie's mom her biological father and her dad and Kyle came over. " so we  ran some test and found out your daughter is pregnant and this complicates the hole situation because we can't start her treatment which means we would have to wait till she gives birth." You are joking this has got to be a sick joke how many months of s she now? And who is the father?" " she is 2 months and a few days. And about the father that you would have to ask her yourself ma'm." Her mom and everyone turn to look at me I just ignored them and look at the doctor. " Can I please see her please I know we are not allowed right now but I just need to see her to know she is fine." "And you are?"  "I'm Alex the father of her baby so can I please see her." "Oh yes of course but only a few minutes she needs all the rest she can get." Walking inside the hospital room a wave of sadness watch over me. Just seeing the mother of my kids in a hospital bed with so many machines attach to her made my heart sink. Her beautiful face looked as pail as hell he had bangs under her eyes from crying. She looked like a completely different person from the one I brought in hear last night she look absolutely exhausted. All I want to do right now is hold her in my arms and tell her everything would be fine. That I wouldn't allow anyone to ever hurt her again. It was my job to take care of her and Angel and I did a lot really bad job yesterday if I do say so myself. I toke a sit next to her bed as I look at her she was laying down just so peaceful. I toke her hand in mind and kiss it held it close to my heart. " Hey prince I'm really sorry you had to go throw all the shit you did last night. I should have been there I should have done everything in my power to protect all this from happening I should have been a better...." tears ran down my face as I tried explaining what a shady person I was last night we should've known Sara would try something like this. " Hey princess can you please forgive me for all the pain you have been through cause of me. I really I'm sorry and I just want you to know how hard I hope I could have done something last night to stop all this from happening. But right now I just need you to force on getting better for me and Angel we need you to be strong baby girl cause we love you. I... love you baby I really do and I just want to know that I kiss her hand I stood up kiss her on the forehead. And then the lips at first it was just a peak but then she kiss me back when I tried pulling back but I felt a hand around my neck pulling me in she deepened the kiss. Me made out still we were out of breath pulling back and looking at her she smiled she look me deep in de eyes. " I love you too Alex I really do." "Wait you heard that?" " yes I heard everything you said I was at wake just wanted to let you finish." "Thanks love I really I'm sorry for everything I didn't know things would turn out this way. I didn't know your sister would be such a bitch after not seeing you for what a month?" "I know Alex and it's not your fault that things turn out this way it's my fault for running away and not wanting to face my problems head on and I mean it's alright I'm just glad that I now know the truth about my father. And to also know I always have you to have my back I just want to go home and sleep or watch a movie with you and Angel in my arms." " I understand baby I know how you feel I just wish all of this was over and we could just go back to leaving in Texas happy the way we were before coming down here. I hate seeing you in pain and it hurts me to know that I couldn't do anything to stop this from happening." "Alex come on love I have told you it's not your fault okay so just stop it now and let's forget all this ever happened okay?" "Sure babe oh I almost forgot your parents are out side and Kyle is here to do you want m to let them in or not?" " I don't know Alex I'm not really in de mood to talk to my mom or dad or anybody but I guess you can let Kyle in just tell the rest of them I don't want to see them. Please at least not today." " sure princess I will let them know." Walking outside Julie's mom ran to my side. " So how is she? Is she up yet can we go and see her?" " Well yes she is up and is she is doing great and you can't see her cause she doesn't want to see you guys she only wants to see Kyle." " But why? Why doesn't she want to see us come on Alex please talk to me?" " I think is maybe cause you didn't tell her the truth for years and for her to hear it like that was kind of shocking I just think she needs sometime and just maybe she would be able to face you again."