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"Yoy Julie" May said "what do you think about high school reunions...." "Here's what I think of high school reunions if I haven't contacted you in the last 30 years there's probably a reason." "Wow girl your sarcasm is still there and by the way we are not 30." "I wasn't always this sarcastic it took me many years of dealing with assholes to become this good at it I said to May." "Well you should have written a letter to at least let me know how you are doing." "Really May if you didn't realise we live in the era of the smart phone and stupid people." "God Julie are you saying I'm stupid?" "I'm sorry I hurt your feelings when I called you stupid. I really thought you already knew."  "Look Julie I'm sorry I hurt your feelings I was such a bitch when my brother ended up in the hospital okay." "It's okay May but don't change your self so people will like you be yourself and the right people will love the real you." "Look who we have here the bitch her self Nate said." Looking at him I signed "fuck Nate I don't think there will be enough coffee or middle fingers for this moment." "Oh princess that hurt my feelings like hell it would hahahaah" he laugh with his friends. "Look if I wanted to kill myself I would clime your ego and jump to your IQ ."  He look really hurt and started walking away with his friends." Something I wonder how you put up with me. Then I remember oh I put up with you so we're even" May said smiling we just sat down and drank. "So tell me why don't you guys come party with us often" some guy I learn his name is Ian ask? "Something those who don't socialise much aren't actually anti-social they just have no tolerance for drama and fake people" May said "OMG girl I was going to say the exact same thing." "Hahahaah" May phone ring look at it she said it was her ex "so Julie should I pick or no I mean all he keep saying is how he wants me back but I don't feel that way about him." "When the past calls let it go to voicemail it has nothing new to say. Listen May those who hurt you in the past cannot continue to hurt you now unless you hold on to the pain through resentment. Your past is past nothing will change it you are only hurting yourself with your bitterness for you own sake learn from it and then let it go." "Omg Julie I have miss this your motherly advice although you should sometimes take you own advice into consideration." "Okay okay I will but I need to go home know need to make a few calls" and with that I stood up and started walking home. Once I was home I went to my room pick up my phone and called Mary last night when I called Angel was at sleep so I hope she isn't sleeping now too. After two rings she pick "hey Mary it me how are you guys doing?" "We are fine and you are lucky cause Angel is still awake" she said so I put on my camera and she did same the second Angel saw my face she had a big smile. "Momi Momi I pay with Mar." "You are playing with Mary that is great princess. Did Momi miss anything?" "Yeas I play with Luca and Emma en Kim." "Wow princess you made friends I'm happy so you most be tired right why don't you let Mary take you to bed okay and then you and Momi can talk again tomorrow" the second we said are good byes I heard a knock on the door coming I said as Alex enter my room. "Oh it just you what are you doing here didn't I tell you, yoy were  supposed to stay away from me that way Sara will keep her hands and body to her self." "Yes you did but can we talk?" "Why do you wanna end up in the hospital too?" "No but can you please stop being a bitch and let us just talk and by the way she is in Italy." "Aah okay so talk I'm listening but if you are here to talk about her you better forget it cause she is the last thing I ever want to talk about." Alex came closer to me he toke my hands in his look me dead in the eyes my heart was beating so fast I thought it would jump out of my chest. "I know she hurt you and so many people to but she really is sorry about that. She feels guilty for everything that happened and she is hoping you can find a place in your heart to forgive her." "No Alex no there is no way in hell I would forgive her and her feeling guilty is a feeling she brought on her self she deserves to feel that way maybe even worse I should have hit her hard in the head  so she wouldn't send you to come say stuff like this. And by the way even if I want to believe you I can't because she always says she is sorry why deep  down she is not." Come on Julie you know her better than me to know when she really means she is sorry." "No Alex I don't I'm just a stranger like you I'm just someone who has no idea  what type of person she is and by the way I will sone be on my way to the hospital so if you are done talking you might as well leave cause I'm running late before visiting hours are over." "So who are you going to visit?" "Hmm I'm going to visit Kyle. today is his birthday and I always go over to spend a few hours with him before it's over."