Chapter 13: Missing Him

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Wenzyl's PoV.

I don't know why I really want to see him right now... but I know I still have feelings for him, i really miss seeing him, being with him--he's really the only person who took care of me everytime. But I pushed him away... I failed him. I didn't fight for him. I didn't even look back at him--the time he is on his knees while stringently holding my hand, he was begging me not to leave him... but I dissapoint him and I just left him with his knees on the floor while crying.

"Dad--I need to go now, bye!--"

"Wait, what? Aren't you going with us in Canada?" Here we go again with the business trip. Agh! We just got home here in Philippines from Canada.

Why can't I just stay here?

"Dad, I don't want to repeat what happened 2 years ago, I need to see him--just please let me see him, just once this time?"

I am sincerely pleasing dad, I also notice my mom on my peripheral vision who really disagree of what she heard. I knew they're not gonna let me see him.. I know that they hate him with no reasons at all and I'm hella confuse, why? Because they prefer force marriage.

"He's not important, our business is more important than him. Don't you understand the statement? Or do you want me to set a year for you to be grounded again?"

Tumulo agad 'yung mga luha ko sa mga salitang binitawan niya. He really is unbelievable and the fact that they're just block mailing me.

"Fine! If that's what you want, then fine!" I went upstairs wearing this madness upon me.

I shut the door very loud and locked it, I close my fist and cry silently. And all I can do is to cry and cry.

You know what's unfair? They only care about that stupid business trip! I know that they only care about me when I'm sick or if I have an accident, rather, die.

"Wenzyl? Open the door, sweety." I heard mom knocking at the door but I don't have a plan opening it.

I wiped my tears and drink water. "I'm fine, mom! What is it?" I fakely said I'm fine though they really don't care what I truly feel deep inside.

"Okay, dear." Pa iba iba tawag niya sa'kin. Hays--kapag wala nga talagang pakialam sa'yo, hahayaan ka na lang. Okay dear lang ang sinabi kahit na nagtanong ako ng 'what is it?' Grr nevermind.

Wala na bang bago? Lagi nalang bang ganito? Iyak dito, iyak doon. Grounded dito, grounded doon. Kulong dito, kulong doon. Business dito, business doon. Hays--ewan!

Ni minsan inisip ko na rin na magpakamatay pero alam kong masyadong magiging mababaw 'yung dahilan sakanila para intindihin 'yon.

So--what am I suppose to do now?

If I can't go to Cameron, how am I going to explain to him what really happened 2 years ago?

AGH !

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Bes! Asan ka na? Nakapagpaalam na ako at ready na sa pupuntahan natin, so saan nga ba ang punta natin? Should I fetch you or nah? Text back asap! Love you! ♡


Ugh! What to do?!


Pupunta tayo kay Cameron, if okay lang sa'yo? Sana wag ka magalit, kasi... hindi talaga ako pinayagan--sorry Whitney, ah? huhu.

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