He's Inlove With The Other Me

Epilogue

I really need to find that letter, argh! I know I have put it somewhere here. Teka nga, kasama ba 'yun nung isang sulat na maayos? Or let me just say the garbage one? If ever I found that garbage letter, I might want to put it in the trash.

"Anak, ano ba ang hinahanap mo at bakit ang gulo gulo ng kwarto mo? Alexandra, tutal naka-upo ka lang naman diyan. bakit hindi mo siya tulungan sa hinahanap niya?"

"Mom, she's big enough to find her own things. Hindi ko naman din kasalanan na makalat talaga siya."

"I found it!"

Nang mahanap ko na ang sulat bigla namang nag unahan na lumapit sa akin si mama at Alexandra kaya itinago ko 'yung sulat sa likuran ko at sabay naman silang napa nguso sakin.

This is so them, tch! Whenever I look for the letter that Chandler left on the play ground, Alexandra and Mom are always here to know what is written on it and they will even dictate me to read it aloud but the fact that they are just here to hear it and they don't even come here to help me find it.

Wow, just wow.

"Sige na basahin mo na! Ang tagal mong hinanap 'yan diba?"

"Lakasan mo, ha? At pakibilisan na rin dahil kailangan na nating mag-ayos ng gamit."

I closed my eyes while I'm feeling the old envelope and I'm still in hesitant about reading it. Oh, what could be the words written in here? And what if I read this letter first, what would be my feeling feels like back then?

Matutuwa ba ako at magiging masaya sa nabasa ko? Pero kung mangyayari 'yon, edi sa maling tao ko maipaparamdam ang pakiramdam na ganon. Baka nga maweirduhan siya sa akin at akalain na iba 'yung sulat na natanggap ko.

"15 minustes had passed and you haven't read the letter. K, give me that."

"Hey! You're not supposedly to read that—"

"Omg, I think you really should read that."

Bakit naman niya ibinalik sa akin agad? Ano bang unang nabasa niya at kailangan ako talaga ang magbabasa? Pft, kinuha kuha pa kasi sa akin 'yung sulat, hindi naman para sakanya. Tch!—oh, may drawing na mga emoticons. Tsk, may pagka isip bata na talaga siya dati pa.

"Tinitignan mo pa lang napapaluha ka na. Pwede bang basahin mo na?"

Hindi ko alam bakit ganyan 'yang kambal ko, dati lang kontrabida siya ng buhay ko, ngayon pakialamera na siya ng buhay ko.

To my one and only best friend😉,

First of all, ang daya mo talaga! Hindi ka na naman nag punta dito sa playgrounds, hindi ka na naman sumipot, hindi na naman kita nakita. Hays! So I will just haunt you in your dreams! 😈 Kidding! Baka natatakot ka na naman, ang oa mo talaga! 😂 By the way, I miss you! But, hey! Don't you miss me? Come to the playgrounds and play with me! I'm bored 😐 I don't have anyone who I can play with and only if I have a sibling... but it's okay, I still have you, right? 😀 I can't play with others because I only prefer to play with you, kaya wag ka na madaya at pumunta ka na sa playgrounds natin! 😠 May iba na kasing naglalaro sa seesaws at naiinggit ako. 😕 Sige ka, baka kinabukasan hindi mo na ako makita... o kapag may nangyari sa akin na masama baka hindi na kita maalala. ☹️ Ayokong mangyari 'yon at alam kong ayaw mo rin na mangyari 'yon. Walang iwanan diba? 😃 And if ever I did something wrong to you, please, please, please, forgive me! 😔 But you know what? Thank you, because I have you as my bestest friend 😄 but there is something you need to know... um.. please don't hate me or leave me but... I kinda like you! 😁 Now that I have confessed, when will we meet again? 😢 I really miss you... please come back! 😭 B-but I will not cry anymore and I will be strong like you always say when you are hospitalized and I am just besides you while crying 😅 Hey, I will be waiting for you to come back, okay? 😊 I promise that you are the only girl I will love. ☺️ Fate knows the path, so let it show us the way. 😇

your best friend,
Nathan Riggs 😈

Hindi na naman ako makapaniwala sa nabasa ko at hindi ko rin namalayan na umiiyak na naman pala ako, bakit ganito? Kakaiba nga talaga siya kay Nathan... siya nga talaga 'yung childhood best friend ko.

At unti-unti ko na rin napagkakabit kabit lahat ng mga nangyayari. Noong nagsulatan kami sa papel, may emoticon rin siya na nilagay doon. Kahit isa lang ang nilagay niy ay alam mong siya 'yung parehas na tao na nagsulat nitong letter, which is 'yung favorite niyang emoticon na devil. Lalo na 'yung sa part na sinulat niyang "I will haunt you in your dreams" siya na siya talaga. Hay nako, alam niya din na matatakutin ako.

So, all this time... clues are everywhere, and now that I realize everything that happened. Sa mga nakilala at nakausap ko lang pala umiikot ang dahilan ng lahat ng ito, sadyang hindi ko lang talaga napapansin.

"Cassandra! Pack your things and we will leave any minute now."

Yes, we are apart again. We can accept that and we will stay strong to handle whatever it takes us. May our paths meet again... we will meet again, Chandler.