Leico- I don't care

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A/N: Happy new year guys...my year has started off with a lot of drama so that's why I haven't updated until now, I just needed time to get over everything, I hope you guys understand and aren't mad at me, Hope you enjoy!

Leo's P.O.V 

I walk through camp and see Calypso flirting again. I head to the Bunker to drown away my sorrows again. "VALDEZ!" I hear and see Jason and Piper race up to me looking excited as always. Since I left they didn't have to worry about me and since they don't see me it's like I don't exist which is perfect for them. I mean who needs me around? I fake a smile as always and look at them both. "Guess what Valdez!" Piper squeals and I shrug. Jason looks worried. Piper calms down. "We have just heard that someone has a crush on Nico!" Piper squeals and I feel my heart begin to stop. "Cool" I say and I head into the bunker. I sit down and I begin to work...work through the pain. No one cares...I'm such a fool. Calypso cheats and I stay because I don't want to be alone anymore. I'm scared of being me...because it hurts. I sigh and see Hazel. "It's lunch" she says with a small smile and I sigh. We walk to the dining pavilion to see Calypso with some guy from the Ares cabin. I sigh and sit down to see Nico watching me, with a look. I roll my eyes and pretend to be fine. Calypso begins to get worse and she looks drunk. She kisses the guy and everyone stares at me. Calypso notices me and she laughs. "We're done" she says and I shrug it off and keep eating. Pretend to be ok and they'll stop worrying, that's always how it worked out. I walk into the bunker and begin to drink. I sigh and I see a figure. I down another bottle and laugh. Everyone deserves better than the mess that I am. 

Nico's P.O.V 

I head into the bunker and see Leo down another bottle and throw it with the others that lay around the room. He laughs but it's void of all emotion apart from pain and fear. He's scared like me. I understand his pain. I walk over to him and he has tears in his eyes. That bitch! I sit next to him and take the bottle from his hands and take a sip. He smiles and I look at him. His smile drops and he stares at the ceiling. "I...We...I..." Leo slurs and I sigh. I take another sip. My heart is racing. I'm a fool, Leo is straight and can't love me...not in the way I want. I act like I don't care and that I hate this flaming idiot but...I love him too much to let him go and it hurts to see him in pain, to see him be scared like I am. We're opposites but at the same time we're alike...we both feel alone and both are scared to open up to others. Leo leans his head on my shoulder and my hand trails through his hair. I am probably blushing like crazy, I am an idiot. Can he just lie and tells me he would love me? Can he be mine...even if it's fake? He sighs. "They...They don't need me, they don't need this mistake and to deal with me" Leo slurs and I take a deep breath. "I need you...you're not the mistake you think you are" I say and Leo smiles. "They never knew I was Bisexual...they just think I like girls because I'm too scared...they'll judge me and I don't want them to change how they see me" Leo says and my heart nearly bursts out of my chest. "You need to not give a fuck...if you want to be you then you need to be you" I say and try to keep it together, remembering that I need to act like I don't fucking care...telling lies to myself and everyone, it won't get my heart to break like it did with Percy. Leo sighs. "I love you...I'm a fool but I love you..." Leo slurs and I hold him close and smile. He looks me in the face. "I love you too idiot" I say and he falls asleep, me following him soon after. 


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