Nico di Angelo x Leo/Percy one shots

Leico- letters

A/N: sensitive subject ahead

Nico's P.O.V

I stare in the mirror and see tired eyes, a broken person inside. The little kid I used to be turned into this monster. I lost everything that mattered. I am sorry Hazel. I grab the razor blade and the pills. I stare at the broken image in the mirror as I open the pill bottle. I see the tears rolling from my soulless eyes. "Sorry" I say and close my eyes.

Jason's P.O.V

I walk into the the Hades cabin and see Nico...not breathing and foaming at the mouth. I see Will and he gets taken to the infirmary. As I leave the cabin I see a piece of paper. I pick it up and try to read it through the tears.

Dear Hazel

I'm sorry, I really am. I've forgotten how to smile since I lost my happiness.
I can't imagine life when I'm older and I don't want to...my heart is broken so why not stop it? Don't try to save me because I'm in a great place. I don't want to grow up and watch more of the people I love to die. I've been wishing about death since I lost Bianca and now she's gone for good. Everyone thinks I should be a certain way and I hate trying to live up to your expectations! The person who made me feel love died and now I'll join them. I mean I'll be so happy!
Someone will care about me for once. Life is so fucked up! We are just puppets for the Gods and we die just to please them...I'm done being a fucking puppet! I am my own person!
Only recently people have noticed I've been anorexic for years and that I've not slept for a while...the man that loves me did. Yes I'm gay! I hate people's pity and think I'm wanting attention...I don't need it! I just wanted to smile for once but no! I've been dating Leo since after the war and now he was killed by monsters...while saving me! He's dead because of me...and I'm dying for him. I love him so much...I am so so sorry Hazel...Frank will take care of you. Don't send me to Will, it's already too late

From,
Nico Di Angelo

I begin sobbing. Gods why? Why do they like to torture us? I loved you Nico! "I broke up with Piper to be with you Nico...life is shit and I get that but did you have to go out this way?" I ask the cabin as I head off to give the note to Hazel. As I pass it to her I hear all about Nico. Everywhere I go it follows me. I'm going to live and make memories to show him when I see him again. Why did he do this? He was stronger that this! He thought we didn't care about him but we did...I love him...and now he's gone.

Nico's P.O.V

I watch the scene of them finding me and I begin crying. They did care...oh gods Jason. Leo hugs me and I see his mum smiling at me...they are letting me live with them while my mum comes to terms with me being gay. Leo's mum is an actual angel. I smile and hold Leo's hand. I'm with the man I love...I'm sorry guys...I am sorry that I wasn't strong enough.