How to Love

How to Love

~ by : lilcharedness

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'You endure what is unbearable, and you bear it. That is all.'

Pain is unbearable, but we can overcome it.

Hindi ko alam kung papaano nalalagpasan ng ibang tao ang sobrang sakit na naramdaman nila. Pero para sa akin, after what happened, I felt numb, and couldn't think straight. Hindi ko alam kung papaano ko lalagpasan tong sakit na nararamdaman ko.

Siguro nga tama yung kasabihan na dapat mo munang mahalin ang sarili mo bago ka magmahal ng iba.

MInsan napapa-isip ako kung tama ba ang desisyong ginawa ko. Ayokong maging selfish sa iba. Pero mukhang dapat minsan maging selfish din ako. Kasi ako rin ang masasaktan.

Sadyang hindi maiiwasan masaktan kapag nagmamahal ka. If you love someone too much, masasaktan ka. Kapag kulang naman ang pagmamahal na binibigay mo, masasaktan ka pa rin. Masarap umibig, pero may mga magiging kapalit.

Maybe I gave too much love for him, and didn't leave anything for myself.

Maybe I cared too much of other's feelings and forgot what I would feel.

Maybe I just don't know how to love.