Mr. President and Me (Completed)

MPAM:17

**17**

"Angel tulala ka nanaman may problema ka ba?"

NAbigla ako sa pagalog sakin ni Reen andito kami sa Salas nila Aj, nagpapatulong siya sa paggawa ng essay samin ni reen.

Nilingon ko si JON Na busy sa laptop ni Marie,At bumuntong hininga.

"wala medyo inantok lang ako"

Nagfocus ulit kami sa paggawa ng essay. After nun kumain lang kami at natulog narin.

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were eating breakfast ng bumaba si Jon na bagong ligo at nagmamadali

"guys una na ko"

"san ka pupunta?"

"ang aga naman"

"breakfast ka muna.."

"iiwan mo ko"

At last he looked at me....

"I ah Im sorry angel ,Pupuntahan ko pa si Rie e,pahatid ka nalang muna kay Aj"

"NOOO!!Nonono... Ako ang ihahatid ni Aj I call Jian nalang or jm para sunduin si ANGEL." protesta ni Reen ... She wink at me secretly.

"Oh..Okay bye guys..angel...Take care" at tumalikod na sya saka tuluyang umalis... Bakit nakaramdam ako ng lungkot sa pag alis nya do I have a right to feel this way?
inihatid ako ni Jian since sya yung available ngayon,pero umalis rin sya after nya ko ihatid dahil biglang tumawag si ate lian...NAgpasalamat pa ko sa kanya bago sya umalis...Dumeretso lang ako sa kwarto  para magkulong since wala naman akong ibang gagawin..

NAgmagtext si Reen....ng isang tanong na nakapagpaisip sakin ng todo...

"Angel susuko ka na ba???"

Yun ang tanong nyang paulit ulit sa isip ko..

Gusto ko nang sumuko kaso bakit di ko magawa. Hindi ko kaya kasi mahal na mahal ko sYA...

hindi ko alam pero napaiyak nalang ako. tanging pag iyak nalang ang kaya ko. Wala e. NAgmahal kasi aKO....Ng maling tao

F.F

K💔I💔N💔A💔B💔U💔K💔A💔S💔A💔N

maaga ako pumasok hindi ko na sya hinintay may part kasi sakin na ayaw sya makasabay.

After an hour dumating na ang subject teacher namin sa philosophy.

"Good morning class hindi na ko magaaksaya ng oras dito let's start the presentation.  First pair would be Jon and angel"

Nabigla ako sa pagbanggit ng pangalan namin.... Mabagal akong pumunta sa unahan kasunod ko si Jon.Hindi kami prepared nakalimutan namin pag usapan... Tsk bahala na. humarap sya sa audience at sya ang unang nagsalita.

" Happiness. My life before was not fun as the others life,not colorful like a rainbow after the rain,not until She came to my life,until I seen her worth..THe real meaning of happiness that even a money can't buy it ..Im happy that I met her,that I can be with her,laugh with her ,walk with her and eat with her,no one knows that everytime we stared to each other The happiness that I feel was overflowing ,I hope this HAppiness will never enD ,I hope we became like this until the end of our breath.You are mY HAppiness"
Di pa ako nagsasalita ay parang gusto ko nang umiyak. Ganyan sya kasaya sa piling nya.

This time sya naman Ang tumalikod at ako ang humarap sa kanya.  bumuntong hininga muna ako at saka nagsalita.

"PAIN.at first it's fun,were happy were  Okay.AND I know there's a chance came that Im the one you want and Your the one I want too. But now it's different Im not the one anymore,there'someone new ,DId you even know how hurt and hard for me to be looked like a fool infront of you?did you even know How hurt it is to hear from you That Im just A friend?did you even know how hurt it is for me to know how much you love her?and worst she's my friend,how can I fight for you if you choose to fight for someone else?! how can I win over this game if Im already lost even if it's not yet started  "

tuloy tuloy ang pagbulos ng luha ko.

How I wish maisip nyang totoo lahat ng sinabi ko.

humarap narin sya. This is the last step. Matatapos na. Konti nalanG.

"sadness. I hope I still can....I still manage to be blind....I can still pretend that it wasn't a big deal,pretend that Im happy were in fact I am not, to pretend that It doesn't matter that I dont even care when it does and I really do,I can't even feel happiness on my life, Until when? until when should I wait that everythings gonna be fine? that I could win over This game!?"

NApayuko ako matapos kung sabihin yun hinihintay ko nalang ang sasabihin nya at tapos narin ang pesentation na to.

"It sad to think that Sometimes even if you don't want to hurt somebody you failed because you'll secretly hurting them,it's really hurt that You can Caused pain to anyone else even if you didn't mean to and it's really hurt that we can't do even such a things to make them feel better........"

"how can we be completely happy when we can't set each other free?" he said
"from sadness....that never let us to stand alone on darkness room that is empty"   I said

After namin magsalita ay nagbow na kami wala kaming ingay na narinig ,kaya pinunsan ko nalang ang luha ko at naglakad pabalik sa upuan ko.MAYa maya ay sunod sunod na nag palakpakan ang classmates namin pati narin si Ms. ANNE

SInabi rin nya na very good ang naging performance namin....NA hindi alam ni jon na lahat ng sinabi ko ay totoo.

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