Ashes [Haylor AU]- Smoke Sequel

Chapter 31

Chapter 31:

Taylor's POV

"Taylor, are you alright?' My mom asks.

"Yeah, just waiting for him to call me,' I honestly reply.

"Just be careful ok," She commands.

She then walks out of the room, leaving me to lie on my bed all alone. I turn up my speaker and let Johnny Cash play loudly next to me.

It has been two months since Harry left for tour. He has called me so many times a week that I didn't mind it. Plus Gemma was right. I needed to stay with my mom and get the care I needed. I still wasn't showing so I didn't have to worry about the paparazzi prying into my life at the moment. But I was now working on my fifth album so I was plenty busy. But most of the time I stayed home.

I even permenantly moved in with my mom. I sold my apartment and completely set up home here. But I was in a better place. Cutting Harry out as much as I could was also helping me heal. I wanted to be with Harry, that was a fact. But it had come to a point where he was always there and I wasn't giving myself the space I needed. But I didn't know that space was what I needed at the time. Now I missing him I missed his smell, his skin, and most of all the feeling I got when he was around.

"Hello," I say after answering phone on the first ring.

"Hey baby, how are you?' Harry asks.

"Missing you," I admit.

"It's not easy for me either, I wish I could be there with you and baby," He replies.

"I get to find out the sex today," I say excitedly.

"Send me a picture of the ultrasound and please text me as soon as you find out," He commands. 

"Of course! What are you doing now?" I ask him.

"I was going shopping with the boys," He replies.

"How are they? I miss them too," I say.

"All of them are good. We've really been enjoying South America. This has been one of the best tours so far," Harry responds.

"That's awesome! Well I won't keep you away from your fun. Tell the boys hi and that I love them," I say with a smile.

"I will. I'll call you after the show maybe, if you aren't in bed. Love you," He tells me.

"I love you too, call me soon," I request.

"Goodbye," He sighs.

"Bye," I say and then I press the end call button.

I think this is the happiest Harry has been. He knows that I will be waiting for him once he comes back on his break. This pause in our relationship was good because he was going on tour and getting sometime to himself and I was making sure I was staying healthy. I missed his support with the pregnancy but that was a small price to pay to keep our relationship happy and ready. I need him in my life if I was going to raise our child but I still wasn't sure if I wanted to marry him. That decision was constantly debated back and forth in my mind. I wasn't sure if it was the best for me, but it might be the option that I will be happy with the most.

"Taylor, who are you bringing to your appointment?" My mother calls from the other room.

"I want you to come, but if you can't make it I understand," I shout back.

"Of course I can come, can I invite Anne along?" She asks.

"Absolutely. Let me take care of some things and then we can go. She can bring Gemma too," I offer.