Mute [m.yg + k.js]

(6) Confession

A/N: I probably spoilt it for you🤔

Her hands reached out to the air, hoping to grasp something. She wondered where Yoongi took her.

"Guess where we are." He said as he smiled happily at Jisoo. She began to grope aimlessly around the side of her clothes.

"Oh, I forgot. Never mind, are you ready to see something magical?" Jisoo nodded quickly and turned to Yoongi as he pulled his hand away from Jisoo's eyes. Her eyelids flutter open and she sees a happy Yoongi staring back at her.

"Not me, you pabo." Yoongi laughed, those words made Jisoo confused and embarrassed. She made a face as she scratched her head and turned to face the front. She could already hear the whooshing of waves. Lost in her own world, she didn't notice that Yoongi had already moved on to take a seat at the open bridge. Once her eyes began to focus on the mint-haired guy, despite the picturesque scenery in front, her heart soon warmed up. She quickly joined him.

"This is my favourite place to go. It relieves me because of the peaceful atmosphere," Yoongi gazes further past the sea. He observes the sky, they were now mixed with vibrant colours. Pastel pink and light blue merged to form violet, it made the sky soothing, a tinge of orange from the sun may seem like it was going to ruin it. But it just added strength to those colours making them stronger as it complements the sky.

"It's beautiful," he spoke with his deep voice and looked down at his hands, whispering something that he thought Jisoo couldn't hear.

"like you," he whispered, his soft voice made it stand out too much, Jisoo had indeed heard it, her cheeks tinted red as she stares at Yoongi who didn't realise the heated moment between them.

"Here, throw them into the sea, let's see how far it goes." he said softly as he passed the pebbles to Jisoo. Yoongi had been collecting pebbles for the next time because he would be coming back here. He knew he would come back when he was troubled.
Jisoo shook the pebbles lightly in her hands for a while to gather her energy and tossed it into the sea. Four left.
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She loves me. Jisoo took a glance at the mint haired person for permission, before picking up more pebbles and throwing it again. Fate would decide how far this can go, she doesn't love me. Her lips pressed into a line, the determination in them the second she threw her third pebble. It hit the soft waves of the innocent sea. She has feelings for me.

Jisoo sighed again, every pebble she threw, they were getting closer to the both of them, not further at all. Her throw remained light. She's frustrated. She held the fourth pebble, gripping it tight in her hands, and made a lunge for the sea. It was definitely more distant compared to the last time. She doesn't care for me.

Jisoo spotted the pebble plop further into the ocean in the light. She plucked up her courage, picked up the last pebble and tossed it with all her might. It didn't reach her last record but they were merely close...
She clapped her hands, clearly satisfied. Yoongi seemed impressed.

Both of them were smiling in the darkened light, sunset. The sun was setting. Yoongi flinched as he observed the sunlight that had shone on them since the morning, that became duller. He watched the sun slowly withdrawing deep under the ocean where it was going to vanish. It was time.
He turned to Jisoo willingly as she stared back with innocent eyes that were sparkling. His hands played with each other on his lap, head sweaty and hearts beated at a fast rate.

"Jisoo-ah, I-I uhh," she hummed airily in response, waiting intently and was ready to listen. Yoongi licked his lips nervously.

"I like you, I have feelings for you." He gulped. There, he did it. He confessed his feelings. He was pretty straight-forward so it helped with the situation but the moment was still anxious for him. He didn't know why, he did it before. Yoongi's eyes darted around Jisoo's.

She didn't know what to feel right at that moment. What was she to do? No one confessed their feelings for her like that before, her eyes swayed around, she looked down thinking. All those times she spent with Yoongi, did she do it meaningfully? What had she treated him as? Were they friends, or more than that? Why did her heart beat faster everytime Yoongi looks at her, when he held her hands?
Jisoo was so confused, she couldn't think straight, most importantly, she was disappointed with herself.

Yoongi observed the solemn face, until Jisoo finally had a reaction, his face lit up abit as he waited patiently for Jisoo to write on her notebook.

His breath hitched the moment he realised those words...

I need some time to think...

When she needed more time to get ready, he always waited patiently for her. When she took out her notebook, he always waited patiently for Jisoo's answer. So why couldn't he do it now?

Yoongi was still staring thoughtfully at those words on her notebook, Jisoo moved the notebook to her side for a moment and wrote below those meaningful words.

It's getting late, we should leave.

It knocked Yoongi out of his train of thoughts, but he didn't agree with Jisoo for the first time. He wanted to stay, for only one reason. He glanced ahead, the sun was long gone, only a dark shade of orange shot out faded sunlight rays above the ocean.

"Can you walk home yourself Jisoo? I want to stay here a little longer." He muttered under a deep but quiet sigh, and turned his head away from Jisoo to admire the scenery again. Yoongi had let Jisoo worried, she wanted to stay with him in case something happens, but looking at his state and emotions, she felt like she should leave him alone. And perhaps go home by herself.
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Yoongi didn't even look back to see if Jisoo had went away. He knew she would take the hint and leave him alone. He needed some time to think and express his feelings. He moved slightly to the spot where Jisoo had sat, something hit him. He discovered another pebble sitting on the wood. Jisoo had forgotten about the last pebble. He grabbed it tiredly and threw it forcefully against the gentle waves.

"She hates me!!" He shouted, veins already crawling up his neck, eyes glaring through his shaggered, mint hair. Why did every girl he loved reject him?