"So.....why did you need to talk to us again?"
I glance up at Jimin from my spot on the sofa facing my three best friends, wringing my wrists nervously. How do I tell them? I know that they are my best friends, and they will always love me, but I'm scared. I'm scared of being judged. I'm scared of what they will say when I tell them who's it is.
"It's ok Rain. You can tell us anything" Yoongi says with a small smile, reaching over to pat my hand reassuringly. I relax a little bit at his comforting words, just trying to not freak out. I'm no good in situations like these, my pulse speeding up exponentially while I try and prevent myself from hyperventilating.
"Yeah Rain" Jungkook says with a chuckle. "It's not like you're telling us that you are pregnant or anything."
I freeze, my eyes wide as I stare at Jungkook in shock. Holy shit bro. He sees my look and freezes as well, his smile sliding off his face as he gasps. Jimin and Yoongi catch on soon after, both of them almost falling off of their chairs.
"You're pregnant!?!" Yoongi yells in shock, his eyes almost as wide as saucers. I timidly nod my head and the room falls silent, none of them even moving. I get scared that they aren't even breathing for a second before Jimin's tinkling laughter fills the room.
"I'm gunna be an uncle! Holy shit this is awesome!"
I can't help but let out the breath that I was holding, a small smile appearing on my face. I watch as Jimin and Jungkook dance around like crazy idiots while Yoongi simply stares at me, his hand supporting his head.
"Does Hoseok know?" he asks, causing the other two to quiet down. I can feel the sweat as it starts to collect on my forehead, my nerves spiking at an alarmingly fast rate. This is the moment I was afraid of. These three guys are my best friends. The last thing that I want is for them to judge me because of something I did. I messed up, and now I have to pay for it.
"Y-yes. He knows....."
I trail off, unable to finish my sentence. I don't want to. I can tell that Yoongi already knows where this is going when he frowns, his eyes showing sympathy as well as understanding.
"It's Taehyung's.........isn't it?"
Please don't cry I think to myself as I bat my eyes rapidly. I have done way too much crying in this month alone. I nod silently, afraid that if I open my mouth to speak that all that would come out would be pitiful sobs.
"Shh, it's ok" Jimin says softly as he walks over to where I am, wrapping his arms around me. His comforting touch makes me break down once again, me unable to keep it in this time. I feel so weak for crying so much, but my emotions are getting the best of me. I can't help but cry into his shirt, feeling it when Jungkook and Yoongi join us on the sofa that I am sitting on.
"I always wanted to have children with Taehyung. I would lay awake at night and just think about what it would be like if we got married and had a family of our own. Now, it's actually happening, but there is no way that he will actually raise this kid with me when he loves someone else. Karma really is a bitch."
I can tell that it is Yoongi that hugs me from behind, his chin resting on my shoulder. Jungkook squats down so that he can look me in the eye, raising his hand to wipe away the tears that are sticking to my face.
"It's ok Rain. He may not be there to take care of you, but we always will be."
"Thanks Kookie" I says through my tears, smiling down at him. Jimin rubs my shoulder before pulling away from me, looking at me with a frown on his usually smiling face.
"Are you going to tell Taehyung?"
I shake my head, ignoring the way Yoongi sighs in aggravation behind me. I know that he would want me to tell Taehyung, but I can't. I can't do that to him. He seems to love Ami with all of his heart. What we did was a mistake, and he would see the baby as one as well. Besides, I can't ruin his life with Ami just because of this. Everyone deserves to be in love, so I will let him be, no matter how painful it is for me.
