Taehyung's pov
What I'm doing is wrong. What I'm doing is incredibly selfish of me as well. I want to have a child with Rain, yet I want to keep the promise that I made to Ami. I am trying to do things that benefit myself, and by doing so I could end up hurting the two people I am with.
My eyes follow Rain as she walks back into the living room where she came from, them trailing down her back as she goes. Her hair is so much longer now than it was in high school. I smile as I remember telling her once that I loved her long hair and said that she should never cut it. I guess she never did.
The room falls silent as she makes her way inside, them no doubt questioning why she looks so troubled. I stay behind with Jimin as she tells them the news, gulping nervously as I do so. I jump when I feel a hand on my shoulder, turning to look at Jimin with wide eyes.
He has been nicer to me than he had been when I first came back, him slowly warming up to me again. I can tell that he is still hurt by what I did, and I don't blame him in the slightest. I have already apologized numerous times to Jungkook, and he has said that he forgives me for leaving without telling him, but he doesn't forgive me for leaving Rain. I feel like Jimin is the same way, which makes me feel even worse about what I did.
I take a deep breath before walking into the room, letting Jimin lead me to a seat which is coincidentally right in front of Rain and the Hoseok guy I met before. He stares me down until I get uncomfortable and look away, instead looking at the girl seated next to him.
I can't help but feel something when I see the way that she leans into him comfortably for support, his hands holding hers as they rest on her stomach. Thats the way I used to hold her. Thats the way we used to be before I moved away. I'm not sure what I am feeling exactly, but I don't think I like it. I clear my throat before forcing my eyes to look away from the couple, looking over at Yoongi instead.
He is studying me with his cold eyes that I have always resented, his arms crossed over his chest. He doesn't seem to be glaring at me though. It looks like he is studying me, taking in my body language and my facial expressions and interpreting them. He glances between where Hoseok and Rain are sitting before his eyes flash back to mine, the calculative look on his face never changing.
"So.......what do you want to say about the subject?" he asks to break the tense silence that had settled into the room, breaking everyone out of their thoughts. All eyes turn towards me and I can't help but feel nervous, clearing my throat as I look at Rain.
"I wanted to talk about the baby. I will pay for whatever you need me to. I will buy clothes and toys for the little boy or little girl in your stomach because that is my responsibility. I will go to doctor's appointments if you want me to as well. I'm sorry that this had to happen after everything we have been through. I didn't want......I didn't mean to...."
I stop, clenching my teeth as I try not to get emotional. I can't help but remember how close we used to be. How we would talk about getting married and starting a family together. I honestly thought that we would be together forever, however cheesy and unrealistic that may sound. I loved Rain with all my heart, and ever since I saw her again I have been so confused.
Was proposing to Ami really the right thing to do?
Can I keep the baby a secret until the right time?
What will my parents think when they find out?
Does Yoongi suspect anything?
Will I be able to lie to Rain and my friends when I'm going to be spending so much time with them?
(A/N): So I have always seen people do this and I thought it was cool. I want to clear up any confusion/questions you guys might have regarding this story. I will put someone's name down below, and you guys can ask them a question. I will have them answer your questions a little bit further along.
(sorry, this is now Closed. Feel free to ask questions anyway though)
Rain
Taehyung
Jimin
Jungkook
Hoseok
Yoongi
Namjoon
Jin
Ami
Taehyung's parents
Me ^.^
