Celestial Devastation

Chapter 22 Revealing Ones Heart

My brothers are gathered.

P'Krist is still holding me by the neck his arms wrapped around.

I knew they would all come. P'Singto helped me by stopping P'Krist. His gentle touch to P'Krist's shoulder calmed him down.

"I know why everyone is here come on in. I have requested a banquet for all of us. We can talk inside."

I smiled and guided them to my house. Everyone had seated to my long dinner table.

"You brat I'm still pist and annoyed with what you did earlier" P'Krist broke the ice.

"Enough Ai'Krist let's here our commanders explanation why" P'Singto again calmed P'Krist with a soft voice.

"Well what I want to talk about is about or personal lives not about our duties. But if you all wanted to know. Then I'll tell you."

Everyone nodded in agreement.

"It started when the Black Knights kept on showing up with their army almost always when with one or two Gold Knights are present or near the location.

It's as if they knew who we are and when we will be there. It has become alarming to a point that it starting to look like it's well planned. Plus the extra curricular activities that you've been doing."  P'Krist is blushing really bad since I aimed the last pun to him and P'Singto. While P'Krist is blushing P'Singto is just smiling. So they won't retort or deny it now. I laughed out loud and everyone is looking at me with curiosity. "Brothers please don't deny the fact that almost all of you guys are in relationship. And what's funny is you even thought of hiding it to me. Have everyone forgotten the mental link we have? And our memories are stored here? Well to address the elephant in the room, it doesn't matter to me about your personal relationship with each other. Since I'll be teaming you up with your respective boyfriend's. That is when it's needed to be so." Everyone is till not talking.

"Brothers, I understand your hesitations to speak. But please remember I'm your commander and your Nong* so it's something that you can rest assure that I won't judge anyone of you just like that."

"Well if you put it that way, then yes me and P'Singto is in a relationship, we've been dating for 4 months outside and almost 2 years here." P'Krist is still a bit embarrassed but he had spoken, that's what important.

"Well commander, I'm still courting Ai'Copter so I'm still waiting for him to say yes before we can officially state that we are in a relationship. But in my mind he is already my faen*" P'Kim had spoken as well. And P'Copter is also blushing hard but I don't know if it's because what P'Kim had said or he is really angry since I think he is not ready to talk about it.

"Ai'P'Kimmon khap who told you Ive allowed you to court me? And what the hell are you saying? Your lucky your already crazy or I have destroyed what ever is left in that head of yours!!!!" Yep definitely he is angry. Everyone is laughing now since the two had started bickering.

I decided to change the target since I want everyone to be at ease. "So P'Tae did P'Tee had accepted your proposal?" I'm literally biting my cheeks inside for me not to laugh out loud, since they are now the target of our brothers relentless teasing. It was hilarious when P'Tee denied that they are going out. So I plucked out a memory from the memory bank that we have here hidden in one of my rooms. I project the image to our telephatic line for everyone to see. It's P'Tee's memory, when he can't stop P'Tae's jealousy about going out what his ex-girlfriend. The memory is when P'Tee had pulled P'Tae's neck for searing kiss. Again everyone started to laugh and P'Kim and P'Krist almost fell to the floor laughing. Now on to my next target. "So P'Max! When will you admit that your in loved with P'Tul? I'm curious since you've been cowering since your friendship started." Everyone was shocked when P'Tul suddenly stood up and take P'Max by his shirt and asked him repeatedly if what I'm saying is true. P'Max was silent, he is not denying not confirming it since he did not even once answered the question. He just held P'Tuls hand and gently asked to be let go. What happened next is something that I never predicted to happen. P'Tul slammed his lips to P'Max and he never saw it coming. Everyone of us are catcalling and some of my brothers had even making makeout sounds. I'm not that innocent yet with the make out session that we are watching right now. My cheeks are getting warmer by the second.

"Oi Mung!! Wait until our family dinner is over then you can eat each other later!!!" P'Tee had finally recovered from his embarrassment earlier had joined the ruckus.

"N'Bass how about you? Are you really ok?" Copter turned to me finally the table turns around and now the attention is all to me. I expected this to happen since I've been barraging them relentlessly. I know at some point it will return to me.

"Phom sabay na P' why wouldn't I be, not ok?" I smiled just like the way I always do. But you know what they say. Your eyes cannot hide your true feelings. It reflects everything.

"Nong, you maybe able to fool your fans and everyone else. But you do know that we your brothers are different. I know P'Krist and P'Singto would rather wait until your ready to talk. But I on the other hand would like to address the elephant in the room and ask you." So he won't let this go. I've worried him so much. P'Copter is my confidant with my emotions. Specially when i was adjusting to my acting status and my showbusiness career. It was he I asked on how I would act and present myself. So we are well bonded. And I won't be able to hide anymore. But that doesn't mean i still can't try...

"P'Copter if fine, really I am.."

"Tsk Nong Bass. How long do you plan on running away with your feelings?" P'Copter is getting annoyed.

"I know that bastard was cheating on you. I followed him once. I kept the memories in the bank. I know you would find them.  But you never did. It was P'Krist who had found them." Normally I would be in tears by now. But I'm holding my ground. I can't look vulnerable to them. I'm their commander. I need to show them how strong I am. I smiled and looked at them. They expect me to show something even a hint. But I denied it to them.

"So you think by not showing us your true feelings would change how we feel for you?" P'Tae had joined them now. I won't be able to hold this much longer. But I need to.

We were all startled when P'Pak had slammed his hand in the table.

"Enough! I know and understand that everyone is now concerned about our N'Bass current state. But brothers, let me remind you that even if his young in all aspects, but let's not forget, he is still our commander. Let us show him some respect. I know in time he will tell us. Just like before. I know that some of you had spent a lot of time with him outside of sanctuary and your all well bonded. But please show some respect. We are at his house. He is still in his armor. Not like us. We came all here to talk things out and enjoy the night. I know he had started this questions. But think about it. He asked them since it's his responsibility to know everything about us. In his young age he is responsible on our all well being, Everyone. So if he doesn't want to talk about it, then all we can do is wait. When the right time comes. We will all be ready and will listen, and give our full support, just like on what he do with us. Our youngest is taking care of all us instead of us taking care of him. At least give him this." I honestly didn't knew what to say or to feel after that. P'Pak is always like this, he is very supportive. It's like he is my real big brother that I never had. Slowly the tears came. But yet I flashed them my sweetest smile that I can show.

It was P'Singto and P'Krist who instantly jump from their seats and hugged me tight.
I'm smiling and yet my tears won't stop form falling. Soon the rest had joined in. I'm in cage by the warm hugs of my brothers. I decided to take my armor off of me, to feel their warmth and the security that it gives.

I can't hold it any more. I cried, I cried really hard. All emotions that had pent up in me just flowed out. No words came out. Just tears. Lots and lots of tears. I know someday  I would face this feelings but for now. This is enough for me.

My heart is at ease, it's because I have 11 brothers who will always be there for me.
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