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Chapter 33 • Feeling Naughty

Mackenzie's POV

You remember how I said I hadn't had sex in a few months?

Ya well, let's just say that caught up to me. It hit me like the bus that hit Regina George in mean girls.

I sat in my room on FaceTime with Lexi because nobody else decided to answer my calls.

"Kenz, you okay?" Lexi asks, her voice full of concern.

I look at her then at my door for a moment. Double checking if it was locked, in which case it was. Then turn my attention back to her.

"I don't know Lex," I say.

"What's wrong?" She asks.

"Remember how i told you and the girls that I haven't had sex in a few months?" I begin.

She nodded, giving me a look telling me to proceed with my explanation.

"Well, the feeling is here and don't have anything to-"

"So you're horny as fuck right now and you need dick or something right now is what you're saying?" Lexi explains.

I pause for a moment the nodded. She was more straight forward than I was.

"What the hell do I do?"

She sighs and readjusts her screen, getting comfortable on her side.

"Honestly Mackenzie, I have no idea. I don't know how to help you right now. Maybe Johnny was smart enough and wrote a letter or something for this," Lexi explained.

Then it hits me. He did write something for this. I quickly get up. Ignoring Lexi asking repeatedly where I'm going. Getting the box I bring back to my bed and open it up as I sit down. Rummaging through it, finally finding the envelope.

"He did write a letter, it's right here," I say, opening it and sliding out the letter.

"What does it say?" Lexi asks.

I look up, giving her a strange look. "You really want to hear this?"

"Hey, why not? I have nothing better to do," she shrugged, leaning back on her bed.

I laughed and nodded. Then turned my attention back to the letter.

Dear Mackenzie,

Hey love, so obviously you and I both know what this letter is going to be about. And well, let's be serious here, it was bound to happen sometime.

I know you wish I was there right now. To do things that nobody should know. Doing things that, well would be embarrassing if anyone saw (even though Maddie has walked in on us numerous times).

Like one of the first few times, we were really into it, and all we heard was someone shout "WHAT THE HELL!"

We were both terrified when we saw Maddie. We all know how she gets. Especially when it comes to you and you growing up. Needless to say she wasn't thrilled but she wasn't all that angry.

God you're so good. It's killing me too. You have no idea what it's like to have just my right hand as a best friend for this time. It's not the same. Nothing is the same nor will be until I'm back with you.

Just thinking about you and what you do gets me going. I'm yearning to be with you again, to have our special nights together again. You mean everything to me, and during those nights, I realize how perfect you are. Just to see you bare, the way god intended us to be. God, you're gorgeous.

I would've left you something but, I didn't want that on my card history nor, want the strange looks from people as I purchased those items. I'm sorry, I really would've but, I couldn't bring myself to do it.

I wish I could help. But, there is someone there that'll help. You know who it is. And as much as it kills me to say this but, I give you permission to sleep with someone else while I'm away.

I love you to the moon and back Mack.

Love,
Johnny

I look up, closing the letter. Lexi was mid laughter. Which made me give her the finger. She really deserved it.

"Lex, what do I do?"

She tried to contain herself and become serious. This taking a few minutes to do but we got there.

"I mean, that someone is obviously Carson. I say sleep with Carson."

-

There was a knock at my window that made me jump. I turn and see him outside the window. Smiling, I open it up and let him in.

"Hey," I smiled.

"Hey Kenz," Carson smiled back.

We walk to my bed and take a seat next to each other. I look up at him and smile weakly. Weaker than my smile before.

He pulls out two liquor bottles as well as a few cans of beer.

"As you requested," Carson smiled, opening two up and handing one to me.

"Thank you."

-

After one can, it turned into three which turned into drinking half a bottle of Malibu.

"You sure you want to do this Cars?"

He nodded and grabs my hand. "Look, both of us need this. If you don't feel comfortable that's okay just le-"

I cut him off by kissing him. I couldn't help myself anymore.

We deepen the kiss to something more. Slowly turning to a make out session, removing each other's clothed to where we're only in our underwear.

Carson dips down to my collarbone. Kissing it and biting down lightly. Then trailing down my body. Causing both of us to fall back onto my bed.

He slips off my panties and then does the same with his boxers.

"You sure you want to do this?" Carson asks.

I nodded reassuring him.

What happened next was an amazing two and half hours.

Got some tea in this bitch

But anyhow, only 11 parts left. Don't know how many of you actually care but figure I'd share.

So I have a few questions for y'all.

One, should I make new covers for my stories? You know give em a fresh look.

Two, how would y'all feel about a love Simon inspired story?

Three, how would you feel about a five feet apart inspired story? (Bc b that shit made me cry and I don't cry in movies)

I'm asking bc I do have stories to write, it's just finding the time and energy to write them.

But honestly, I'm thinking of making a new account and starting fresh and maybe those stories can be posted up on there? What do y'all think? Or y'all think I should just give up after these stories?

Anyways that it. Thank you ily soo much.

Bye loves xoxo