Open When • JO MFZ COMPLETED

Chapter 42 • Confessions & Dates

Mackenzie's POV

Everybody just went home. John is spending the weekend with me so he's sleeping over for a few days.

Right now we're currently laying in bed. Watching a movie on Netflix cuddling in our pajamas.

I was wearing gray pajama short shorts and Johnny's hoodie; which now has his scent even more than it did before.

John had on sweatpants, a beanie and a hoodie.

He had his arms wrapped around me tightly and his chin rested on my shoulder. I held one of his hands and leaned my head against his.

"I missed this," John mumbled, smiling at me.

I look at him and smile back. "Me too," I say, pecking his lips.

We both stare into each other's eyes. Holding the gaze for several moments.

"You know we both want it," he whispers huskily. "So why don't we just do it?"

I smiled, biting my lip. I pause the movie and set my laptop on the floor, closing it. Then locking my door.

I walk back to the bed and crawl over. Straddling his waist, I lean down and start to kiss him all over.

"Someone wants to be dominant," Johnny smirked, he quickly made it so I was on the bottom and he was on top. Pinning my hands above my head. "But, I guess you're too slow."

I grin at him and bit my lip.

He leans down and kisses me, moving down to my neck. Leaving a trail of kisses, stopping to slide off my shirt, tossing it off to the side and doing the same with his shirt.

He continues to kiss my next, trailing down to my collarbone. Biting down and sucking on it gently.

I let out a soft moan. Gasping for air.

"Shit John."

He looks up and smiled at me.

"You don't know how long I've been waiting for this," John whispered.

Then guilt floods my body. Remembering the night with Carson. Remembering how I felt so bad about it. I still do. But, now since John said something it's worse.

"Babe what's wrong?" John asks, concern filling his voice.

He sits up and holds my hands tightly. Looking me in the eyes giving me his comforting look. Which just makes me more guilty.

"John, I need to tell you something," I say sadly.

"What's up? What's going on?" John asks.

"Last month, I was uh- well I had this feeling," I began. "I really missed you and well, I needed to-"

I bite my lip and look down. But, John lifts my chin up with his hand. Caressing my cheek.

"You needed to what?" He whispers.

"I needed to have sex and well I slept with- Carson," I admit.

Johnny just looks. No emotion, no expression. Nothing at all. Just, lost for words.

I feel tears well up in my eyes. I cover my face with my hands. Starting to cry.

"John, say something please!"

He didn't say anything. Just wrapped his arms around me and stroked my hair. Trying to calm me down.

"Shh, Kenzie it's okay," he reassured. "It's okay."

"No it's not Johnny. I-I c-cheated on yo-"

"No you didn't. You didn't cheat. You did what you needed to do. I told you and Carson it was alright. I wanted you to be happy," Johnny explains.

"But, I feel so bad," I say.

"Don't you dare. I love you more than anything in the world. And I'm going to make you feel better," John said, kissing my neck again.

Biting my lip again, I tilt my head back again. Letting him have more space to roam.

It gets more intense as he slides down my body. Stripping my clothes off of me. Then doing the same for him.

"I'll make you feel better," he whispers.

You can guess what happened after that.

-

I wake up to something holding onto me. I look over and see Johnny, still sleeping. His arms held me tightly.

I smiled at this and kissed his nose. He stirs in his sleep and rolls over. Letting me go. So I stand up quietly and sneak out of my room. Making my way downstairs and into the kitchen, where my sister and her friends gather.

"Morning," I smiled.

"Aye, there's the girl of the night," Maddie and Kendall exclaim.

"So how was it?" Kalani asks.

I smile, walking to the fridge and getting out a water bottle. Taking a sip from it.

"Really, really great," I smirk.

They grinned at me while Maddie patted my back.

"Well, at least you had a great night," Maddie smiled.

"Well, I'm going to have a great day. We're going to go out," I say, taking a seat at the counter.

We start talking for a bit, until a pair of arms wrapped around me from behind. I jump and turn around, seeing Johnny.

He had his bed head hair, and a somewhat exhausted look in his eyes. Wearing his hoodie and sweats from last night.

"Good morning," he smiled. "I'm excited for today."

"Me too," I reply looking up and kissing him.

He kissed me back and nuzzles his head into my neck. Getting comfortable.

"What are you doing today?" Nia asks.

"I'm taking her to a few places I've had in mind. But, I want to keep it a surprise," Johnny smiled.

Oh god. What is he doing?

-

"Keep your eyes closed," johnny said as he lead me somewhere.

This is the last place we're going to today. We went to the zoo, movies and we drove around for awhile.

It's currently almost eight at night and we've been walking for twenty minutes. Needless to say, I don't trust him.

"John! How much further? I don't trust you right now," I whined.

"Okay okay, you can open your eyes now," johnny said.

I open my eyes and my jaw drops. We're standing in a little garden area with string lights hanging, and pictures of us hung.

"John, I love it," I say, hugging him.

"I'm glad you do, but, there's more," John smiled. "I have a picnic set up and a projector so we can watch movies."

I smiled and kissed him.

"You know me so well."

"Well, I have a confession to make," Johnny said.

I look at him confused.

"I never stopped missing you. I thought of these past two days over and over in my head. And it's more perfect than I ever thought it would," johnny admits. "I love you."

"I love you too."

Hey so there's only two more parts left and this is it, this is probably my last story ever.

I want to write, I really do, I have all these ideas but, I don't have the passion or the time. I'm in college and I work.

So idk what I'm going to do but, I may give away my ideas. Idk though, but, if you need ideas hmu I'll help.

Hurricane Dorian is coming and like I have off until Wednesday from school rn so that's good.

But yeah. Thanks for everything.

Bye loves xoxo