Views (asap rocky love story)

13.

Sonseeray

"I told you not to worry about me I pass out when I'm overwhelmed it's not my damn meds I stop taking" I raised my voice slightly at Rakim. Got to see my babies in the hospital and the doctor wanted to keep them both in the hospital for 2 days just to do a little checkup. The nurse also prescribed me new medication for my illnesses like I was actually gonna take them, I was fine then and I am fine now.

"Sonseeray you not as strong as you think you are, you need to use the help you are offered. You know you sick but you won't take your medicine, you spazz on the lady that's tryna help you. You do all this extra shit that's uncalled for, childish and dumb as fuck." I licked my lips looking out the window. "If everything I do is dumb as fuck why you with me. Take me the fuck home now I wouldn't want to be anymore childish or extra" I yelled looking out the window.

"You being fucking childish and extra right now I'm tryna help your bratty ass out buh Nah you wanna take every fucking thing to heart right" he yelled back looking at me. "Man suck my dick. Stop the fucking car you not helping my ass out your just criticizing who I am" I yelled back. He pulled the car over and looked at me with an unreadable look. "Where you gonna go?"

I ignored him and slammed the door starting to walk in the snow. Not even 15 minutes later I called Jade to come pick me up. "Why you walking in this cold I thought you was with Rocky?" He asked once we picked me up. I sucked my teeth "that nigga fucking tried it with me gon call me a dumbass and shit so I told him to take me home to he wouldn't have to deal with my dumbass then we argued some more so he got on my nerves to the point I just got out of the car" I shook my head.

He don't know shit about me and he wanna come around here telling me what's good for me that's a no for me. "Don't worry about him them. It's me and you we gon hang out all day together then we can hit this party I gon go to tonight" I nodded to his plans. I rarely hung out with jade outside the house but Jade was a lit ass person it was never dull and I love that about this lil youngin.

"Aye bruh our birthday coming up" I smiled. We shared a birthday on February 14 I turn 18 and he turned 17. "Finna get turnt like I always do ain't shit else to do" he smirked. Once we reached our home I got out and unlock the door. "Imma change my clothes" I jogged up the stairs to my room.

I got in the shower running the hot water onto my skin calming my nerves. I got out and applied lotion before fliding on my navy blue adidas tights with a white fitted white beater. I slid on some socks and braided my fair into 1 fishtail braid. "Damn girl you fine" Jade smirked causing me to laugh. "You really be on sum, play some music tryna get lit" I said. Like he read my mind he played some soca causing me to smile and move my hips to the beat.

"You know the good tunes" I laughed pulling him up to dance. " man ion know how to dance" he said shyly. I chuckled shaking my head "is it a known thing for thugs to not know how to dance?" I asked rhetorically. I went behind him and moved his waist to the beat. "You too damn tall I swear. But you just got to feel the music right here and let it move up your body."

I stood in front of him moving my hips to the music. "It's easy when you grew up in the Caribbean or with Caribbean parents. I ain't have my parents for anything" he said nonchalantly. I pause the music. "What do you mean? who did you live with ?" I asked looking at him.he licked his lips "technically no one I was on my own a lot. I used to live with my mom and sister, they hated my ass to the point they ran me out of the house" he said taking a seat next to me. "All I ever did was send money to them and tried to love them, all they wanted was my money. They were bitter and evil and I'm actually glad I ran away from them and met you" He said wrapping his arms around me.