Views (asap rocky love story)

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"Benna-Lee I still can't get over how big you are" Jarius now 16 scooped Benna up. "Hey Ray" she hugged me then Dylan. "Hey mommy" I hugged her, then my brother then Raina. "Oh my gosh you are so big now" Raina rubbed my stomach. "They gonna pop any second now" I took a seat on the couch.

"Did you already choose names" I nodded resting my head on Dylan's shoulder. "Roman and Melenni" Benna went to play with the other kids so the adults were here talking. "When do you leave?" We've been here for about a week now and leave tomorrow morning. Dylan told them tomorrow while I felt my eyes closing on me. "Baby you want me to put you in bed. I have to go drop Benna with Rakim."

I shook my head "no I'm fine let's go" He helped me up. "Lee" I yelled. "Yes mommy" she ran into my leg. "Ahh B don't do that, that hurts. I'm taking you to daddy's house" she smiled and kissed everyone good bye. We got into the rental and drove to Rakim's home. "Can you walk her in my ankles are killing me" He nodded kissing my cheek. "I'll come get you tonight Benna-Lee. I love and be good" he kissed and hugged me before getting out.

I watched them walk to the door and rang the doorbell. A half naked white girl open the door and I was immediately furious. I got out of the car and slammed the door. "Dylan get B in the car" I yelled angrily waddling as fast as I can to the door. I pushed the girl out of my way and looked around the spacious house. "Ray you're pregnant don't do nothing to harm the baby I'll handle this" he tried to grab me but I shoved him.

"Look at my eyes does it look like this is the time to do that shit." I yelled at him. "Rakim get the fuck over here now" I yelled to the top of my lungs. A few minutes later Rakim walked down the stairs in a robe. "Wassup baby" I balled my fist up and punched him in the face. "Are you fucking drunk right now. I swear I'm going to kill you with my bare hands." "Man what the fuck ray" "don't what the fuck me bitch you told me to bring Benna over here at 5 so you can spend sometime with her before she leave and now  a damn near butt ass naked girl is in front of my 4 year old daughter and boyfriend and I know for a fact you got more bitches here. And you're fucking drunk." I held my stomach feeling pain. "Baby calm down" I nodded exhaling.

"You'll be lucky if I ever let you see her after this shit. I thought you were actually maturing and being more responsible but you're the same little boy I met here all those years ago. You're an unfit father and you will never see Benna again until I see you grow the fuck up. Let's go Dylan" I waddled out and slam the door shut.

We got in the car and I looked back at my daughter. "My love I'm sorry you had to see that. That was very bad okay, don't pay attention to it okay." She nodded and smiled at me. "I want to be like you mommy" I smiled and turned around. We drove to the hotel and laid down. Dylan was being distant and shooting flares my way the whole time.

"Just say what the fuck you want to say and stop looking at me like that" I snapped putting my iPad down. "I told you it was a bad idea to let Rakim back into her life" I sucked my teeth. "Nah don't do that cause that what you did last time and look where we at now, Benna saw strippers Sonseeray when are you going to see Rakim is no good for her?" I glared at him.

"So this is my fault is what you're trying to say. Rakim is her biological father I can't keep her away from him so she can resent him because she thought he never cared to see her. And I don't want the way I feel about him to make her feel the same way, she is her own person with her own feeling and mind, I want her to know him and create her own feeling. You're just pissed because you're jealous of Rakim you think I'll go back to him and be some big happy family which will never happen but you know what fuck it I'm not going to keep saying that to your insecure ass so if you have a problem with how I'm raising Benna and dealing with my baby father you can get the fuck out" I said in his face.