Views (asap rocky love story)

22.

Sonseeray

"I'll be fine make sure you play good at your games" I hugged KJ. "Imma be gon for a good 3 weeks or more you gonna need someone here with you to do all the stuff I've been doing for you" he loaded his bags in the taxi. I huffed, I always hate when he leaves me but I know he'll always come back. But this time is it's different I'm pregnant and emotional he's the only one that deals with my spazzing as if it's nothing.

"Don't worry my friend should be here in the next 20 minutes I told him to crash here so he can be with you at all time ion need nothing happening to my bestie" he kissed my head. "I can't believe you leaving my fat ass for a month with some stranger." I hugged rubbing my growing 2 month baby bump.

He chuckled "don't worry I'll call you every chance I get I promise" he kissed my forehead and belly one last time before leaving in the cab. I tugged my sleeping dress down a little as I made my way into the house to finish my breakfast. It's been about 3 weeks since my breakup with Rakim making me 8 weeks pregnant now.

My whole family know of my pregnancy and so does his parents who wanted to know everything going on with the baby. When I tried to tell Rakim it didn't go well.

——-Flashback

"Hello ?" His groggily voice I once loved spoke into the phone. I exhaled deeply looking at KJ giving me a thumbs up. "Hi Rakim it's me... Sonseeray" I twirled my shirt. He sucked his teeth "what you want bruh." I chuckled knowing he was only mad cause I got his ass beat up like I said I would if he cheated on me again.

"Imma cut right to it cause I honestly don't wanna be on the phone with you. I'm about to be 2 months pregnant and it's your" silence feel on both lines. "The hell you on my phone with that bullshit you know that child ain't mine bugging out like that. You gonna abort it ?" I looked at the phone shocked.

This was defiantly not the Rakim I once called the love of my life, this was a monster, a demon that I do not want to be around ever. "Fuck you Rakim what the fuck are you on to think imma abort my damn baby. You got some nerve to assume I cheated and got pregnant with some other nigga I-I  don't know who it is I'm talking to but it's not the Rakim that used to be my best friend. I'm glad this is how you use this call cause this is the last time you will hear from me and you will NEVER see my child fuck you and die slow motherfucker."

———— Flash back over

I went to go shower and got dressed in a blue Champion tee with the matching shorts. I tied my hair up and slid on my glasses. I blasted my playlist through the speakers with Loveeeeeee Song by Rihanna played. I danced around like I usually would with KJ. I already miss him and it's only been 10 minutes.

I sighed going over to switch the song till I heard a knock, must be my babysitter. "Hi- what the hell" I said opening the door to see Dylan. "Hey babydoll" he closed the door behind him. "What are you doing here ?" I asked sitting on the couch. He removed his shoes leaving him in a pair of shorts and a wife beater. "My boy KJ ask me to watch over some pregnant bitch for him" he looked me up and down "I knew KJ had a weak pull out game but I didn't think you would let him smash" I dug my nails in my arm already getting irritated with him.

"Rakim's the father " I said lowly. "Damn you let him hit and quit I thought you were better" I stood up and slapped him. "Your a piece of shit jus like your cousin I hate all of you" I yelled going to my room and slamming the door. I laid down and cried. I cried and cried till I fell asleep.

Once I woke up again I walked out of my rooms and to the kitchen to find something to eat. I was lifted onto the counter by Dylan who stood in between my legs. "I apologize babydoll I didn't mean to say all that I be taking my jokes too far and with you being pregnant and emotional I didn't think of how you would feel with your break up" he looked me in my eyes.