One Shot ( Fanfictions)

They Helped (Avenger x reader)

Warning: insomnia, depression, anxiety, self-harm, fluff

Summary: She has some health issues and the team has finally noticed. They think since they know it will go away just like that and everything will be okay. Fortunately, Bucky and Bruce know otherwise.

She was a triple whammy, not double triple, She had insomnia, depression, and anxiety. She had anxiety always worried if something wasn't perfect, nervous someone was watching her, worry she said something wrong. All this eventually lead to depression thinking she wasn't good enough, accepting all her failures, not liking the sound of her own beating heart. And this lead to insomnia her thoughts were running so fast she couldn't sleep or wake up. Altogether it was a disaster but she managed to handle it and become an Avenger.

But then again all she was doing was handling it and it eventually got out of control. And then the voice began.

Worthless.

You can't do it.

Just die.

Then came .... the long sleeves.

A quintuple whammy which she could not handle.

Waste of time.

Waste of space,

Wast of oxygen.

Just die.

die.

die.

DIE.

"(y/n),(y/n) are you alright?" Clint asked waving his hand in front of her face

" I'm sorry"

"you kind of zoned out. What were you thinking about?" she sat on the counter next to Clint and in front of Natasha

"You've been zoning out a lot lately, are you okay?" she asked. How do you lie to an assassin? By telling the truth.

"I'm just tired Haven't been able to sleep lately. I'm going to see if I could steal some meds from Bruce"

"Okay, let us know if you still need help" Clint called she waved them off and went to Bruce's lab.

Fat.

waste.

Don't disturb him.

He doesn't want you.

No one wants you.

"Hi Bruce, need any help?"

He doesn't want you.

Bruce looked up and smiled at (y/n) he seemed to be doing some science stuff she didn't understand. "Hi (y/n), I'm actually good" see he doesn't want you "but I could use some company, talk while I work" (y/n) smiled he did want her. That silenced the voices a bit.

"of course, it must be lonely here without your science bro"

"Tony is actually quite annoying" so are you. (y/n) took a deep breath and asked "what are you making?" leaning on the counter she accidentally moving her selves up showing her cuts.

"I'm- I'm..." Bruce stopped talking and started staring at her arm (y/n) didn't notice. Bruce closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "I'm um..." Bruce began to use big science words to explain what he was doing then notice (y/n) was looking like he had grown two heads. "I'm mixing chemicals to make something cool." Finally understandable.