Why has wattpad betrayed me
EDIT: I ORIGINALLY THOUGHT I DIDN'T UPLOAD A CHAPTER BY ACCIDENT BUT I GUESS I DID??? Wattpad is confusing man. If you fully, 100% understand what's going on, skip to some part later. But if you guys don't really understand the part about Jimin and his wolf instincts and memories and all, just read on regularly.
Okayyy so according to what my ipad is telling me one of the chapters didn't want to save my progress and it ended up not getting published. It's December 15, 9:34am and it happens after December 15, 9:03am. I have no idea whether it ended up getting published or not, but if it did get published then please tell me
I didn't really explain much about why Jimin is acting weird and switching between forms a lot in the last few chapters, but what's happening is that his wolf instincts are taking over. Remember how Jimin bit his dad's leg when he was a kid? Those were his wolf instincts, he bit his leg on instinct. Think of it as two separate people in Jimin's body, the human Jimin (I'll refer to as "Jimin") and the wolf Jimin. His dad's abuse is what causes Jimin's wolf to be really rabid and all, and that is why it's dangerous for Jimin to let his wolf instincts take over: Otherwise he's going to kill a fair ton of people.
After ages of not being in control of Jimin's body, his wolf instincts begin to fight for it, and it all begins when Jimin uses his claws to cut the net when saving Hoseok. That's how Jimin lets his wolf take over, which is why whenever Jimin started thinking about his family a lot, his wolf took over his body and, hence, he's always switching between forms.
So when he's left in the cage overnight, he finally lets his wolf instincts take full control. That's why Jimin acts so animalistic when he's freed, because he isn't "Jimin" anymore.
Now, in the missing chapter, "Jimin" is fighting his wolf in his mind. It's basically just "Jimin" trying to run away from his wolf instincts (cuz he a puss nah jk). Also, "Jimin" is slowly losing his senses, because the wolf is taking over his body. This is how the wolf felt while "Jimin" was controlling his body for the past ??? years, basically losing all senses and merely being equal to a spirit like Yoongi.
So when Jimin's mom enters his body, she instantly gets noticed by the wolf, who straight up kills her. I know she's already dead, but in this situation, all of them are spirits, so it's as if his mom died a second time. Now, "Jimin" is grieving over the loss of his mom and also kills his own wolf instincts. However, since his wolf was in control at the time, that means all of his senses, memories etc. died along with his wolf.
However, Jimin is still a werewolf. Even if he killed his wolf instincts, there's still a sliver of his wolf left, and that's what keeps Jimin from actually dying on the spot. When he wakes up a couple of days later, he regains his senses and control over his body because of that little bit of wolf that he has left in him. However, when he woke up, he still hasn't gotten his memory back yet, so he forgets everyone and everything around it.
It's only when Jungkook lets Jimin see his dad, which triggers Jimin's wolf and brings back his memories. That's how Jimin returned to having full control over his body, and this time it's permanent, because he doesn't have a wolf to keep at bay anymore (that little bit of wolf that I mentioned after he killed his wolf comes from "Jimin", who is still a werewolf. I guess you could think of it as a quarter of him being wolf.)
ALRIGHT, SO OTHER THAN ALL OF THAT EXPLANATION STUFF, I JUST NEED TO UPDATE THAT CHAPTER, FINISH THE EPILOGUE, AND I'M DONE
Honestly, I feel so absolutely done with writing on wattpad. I have the app on my phone and my ipad, but I also update it through my laptop, so it always has problems saving my progress. Not to mention that it doesn't automatically save whatever you write as soon as you write it.
I swear, once I'm done with this book, I'm gonna republish it on AO3. Wattpad is honestly so frustrating to use. Also, I'm thinking of making a sequel to this book, which is basically the rest of the school year. I didn't get a chance to explain some of the things in this book, such as why Hoseok's the only one (other than Kook) to not have a backstory chapter, what message did Hoseok want to leave for Yoongi, what happened to BamBam after he literally bombed the school dorms, and stuff like that (not to mention, Yoongi's confession to Hoseok)
Did I ever mention here that I'm planning on turning this idea into a webcomic as well? I've already spent like 5 months designing characters to replace Bangtan, and I hope to put up the first chapter by the end of 2018. I'm actually already done with the characters, I just need to script and make the actual chapters and all. If you guys wanna see how they look like, I'm pretty sure I've posted drawings of all of them on my Instagram art account: @ lemon_jooos (also please just check out my art I'm a needy artist too)
I'm probably gonna keep this up until I finish the epilogue, so while it's up, do any of you wanna do a QnA for the book? If you do, just leave your questions in the comments for this chapter. I probably won't get enough to make a whole chapter about it, so I might just answer your questions in the comments.
Anyway, I'll work on the missing chapter and the epilogue while
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