Chapter 3

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YOUR POV
I walked to the medical room to take some bandages and plaster to take care of my wounds , bruises and cuts . Miss Kim , the medical teacher did not care about me taking the bandages without her permission because I would come here everyday . She would not ask what happen nor care because she thinks that it's a waste of time treating the wounds when the cuts will open again ( wow , what kind of "nurse" is this ) I took all the stuff that I need and went to the toilet . I went to the last stall in the girls toilet and locked the door . I lifted up my shirt and saw a big bruise on my stomach , starting to form . After I treated all my wounds , I decided to find my "best friend" .... the razor blade . I took out one of my thousands razor blade from my bag that my bullies threw in , roll up my sleeves and started drawing lines in my wrist . I let the blade cut my skin , slowly but deeply . Blood started to gush out and drip onto the floor . The white ceramic floor soon became reddish , filled with blood . I cleaned the floor and went out to wash my hand . The water stings my cut , I hissed softly , not wanting anybody to hear . Once I cleaned my cuts I went out of the toilet to see 7 boys standing outside of the door , waiting for me .
"Done cutting yourself , suicidal kid ? " jungkook said
"Why don't you just kill yourself , you attention whore " jimin said and everyone was laughing , by everyone I meant BTS and people passing by . I felt my heart broken into pieces after hearing what jimin said . I knew he will never date an ugly , nerd girl . Instead he would date somebody like the queenka , Kim hyunnie . In fact , they are dating . It hurts me when I heard that they started dating few months ago , and that's when I started to cut myself . When I was in my thoughts , Kim namjoon , the leader of BTS , pushed me to the ground . Taehyung stepped on my fresh cuts that hadn't been treated . I could only feel the pain and growned quietly . I think someone heard when they pull my arm up , forcefully making me to stand up . I saw who was pulling me up and it breaks my hurt seeing him looking at me with disgust . It was jimin . He pressed hardly on my wrist , making me winced in the pain . Jungkook Then started to slap me twice on the same cheek , making it twice the pain .
"I thought you guys say to meet you in the basement after school ? Then why are you b-beating me up n-now ? " i stuttered out .
"Well , we just feel like hitting you . It's like our exercises after we eat you know ? " Taehyung said . They then pushed me to the ground and walked away . I was sitting there on the ground , waiting for someone to help me but of course , no one will help me . I saw my brother and his group , MONSTA X , passed me by . They all gave me a disgusted glare . My brother stopped and stood right in front of me , squatting down to my level . He grab my chin forcefully making me look up . I look straight into his brown eyes and he glare into mine . Before I could say anything , I felt my cheek burning . My brother slapped me . "Slut" was the last thing he said before walking away with his friends . I held back my tears , not wanting to show my weak side to them because they will laugh at me , again . I stood up and started walking to class .

HYUNGWON'S POV
When I was walking down the hall with my group of friends , MONSTA X , I saw yoona getting beaten by BTS . She kept telling them to stop but of course they wouldn't listen . I then heard them saying some stuff about basement . I shook it off my mind once BTS went away . I saw her eyes filled with tears but did not cry . I knew since young that yoona is a strong girl , she wouldn't want to show her weak side to others . I walked towards her , squatting down to her level and grabbed her chin making her face me . I stare into her eyes that had the same colour as me - brown . I wanted to help her up but I remembered what she did to our parents . I slapped her and said "Slut" then I left with my friends . I instantly regretted and wanted to apologise to her but I couldn't , my reputation comes first so does my parents . What she did to Mum and dad was unforgivable . I will never regret hitting her and promise to make her life miserable .

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