WARNING : Self-harm contents 🚫
YOUR POV ( SKIPS TO MONDAY )
"RINGGGG" and there goes my alarm clock , again . I woke up and sat on the bed with a smile on my face . Why was I happy in the morning , because I finally get to see jimin after our date ! Yesterday was Sunday and I just did the usual , cook foods for my brother and went to my room lying on my bed , because my body was sore from the beatings . My body is still sore right now . I could barely move , it hurts too much but what can I do ? Every time I move , I felt as if my ribs poking through my skin . I think I broke more than 3 ribs . I wonder what will happen if my brother breaks all my ribs ? Will I die ? Nah , I shook out of my thoughts and went to do my morning routine as usual . I decided to wear this ( outfit below )Aftter im done with my morning routine , i went down and cook for my brother , as usual . One im done cooking , i quickly left the house .
SKIPS TO WHEN SHE REACHES SCHOOL
Once i set my foot on the school ground , i could hear whispers and i just shrug it off as usual . I thought they were just insulting me like the other day . Until i saw hyunnie and her minions walking towards me , looking mad . Once she reaches to where i stand , she slap me and push me to the locker , holding the collar of my shirt . 'Somebody remind me not to wear a collar shirt next time ughh ' As her fist make contact with my cheek , i snapped out of my thoughts. She push me towards the floor , my back touching the floor and her sitting on top of my stomach . She kept throwing punches to my face while her minions kept stepping on my fingers and ankles . While hyunnie was punching me , she kept mumbling stuff about me dating jimin . 'Oh was it about the dating jimin thing ? ' After god knows how long , she and her minions finally stop hurting me . They gave me one last kick before they left. Im still laying down on the floor because my body was too weak . I look around , only to see everybody leaving , not even bothering the fact that there is somebody here hurting and needed help . But what do i expect after all these years of bullying ? Nobody bother to help me , not even once . I sat up slowly , back facing the locker . I turn to my left , and to see the most heartbreaking scene. There stood hyunnie ........... and jimin . They were hugging each other , kissing passionately. I was on the verge of crying . ' Was it all just a lie ? What about the incident that happened on our first date ? ' I turn my head around , not wanting to see the scene anymore . I turn to the right , and saw jin oppa and the rest of bts members looking at me with sad and gulity faces ? Jin oppa came and help me to stand up .
"Yoona-ah , are you alright , do you need to go to the infirmary ? "jin oppa asked
"Ani oppa , im fine " i said and gave him a weak smile and walked towards the toilet , still limping .
I turned around to see them looking at me . Jin oppa, jungkook oppa and taehyung oppa were having a sad face while hoseok oppa and yoongi oppa had a blank face . I saw namjoon oppa smirking a little ? Once we made eye contact , he quickly change his expressions . I just shurgged it off because im tired .
Once i reach the toilet , i went to the biggest stall and started cutting again while many questions were stuck in my head.
'Does jimin even love me ? '
'Or is he playing with my feelings ?'
'Is he still dating hyunnie ?'
'Are they making out just now ?'
'Or was it just my hallucination?'
The scene where jimin and hyunnie were making out kept playing in my head and i started cutting deeper and deeper . After a few cuts , i came out of the stall and clean my cuts. I walked out of the toilet and realise i was late for class . I quickly ran to the gym since it is now gym class . I went and change into my sport clothes which consist of long sleeves shirt and sweatpant . You see , our school dont have sports uniform thats why we can wear anything we want and thats the reason why the populars aka sluts always wear those short pants where they could literally see their butt and those tight cropped top clothes . Dont they feel uncomfortable wearing those clothes to exercise . I will . Anyways i went to the gym and the coach told us that we are playing volleyball today ( typical right ? i know) He split us into groups and luckily i was not in hyunnies team but she is in the opposite team , that means she will target me and keep throwing the balls towards me . After the coach blow his whistle , the game started . And as what i had said , hyunnie keep throwing the balls towards me but i manage to dodge all of it . I felt a pain on my leg and i guess i was having cramp from dodging too much . I was going to tell coach that i was having a cramp and ask if i could rest and watch the others play . But my head made contact with something . I heard snickers and turn around to see hyunnie and their minion high fiving each other . My vision was spining and couldnt see clear .
"Oops sorry , are you alright ?" hyunnie asked using her fake caring voice .
" Yoona are you fine ? Do you need someone to bring you to the infirmary?" Coach asked.
and he did not wait for my answer and continued .
"Park jimin , come over and bring yoona to the infirmary ,NOW!" he shouted.
Jimin groaned loudly , not bothering if i heard it . The walk to infirmary was quiet . Once we reach the infirmary , he turned around and went back to the gym , leaving me there alone .
'Does he really not care about me ? Nah maybe he just wants to continue playing volleyball . '
i lied down on the bed , close my eyes and soon i fell asleep.
SKIPS TO AFTER SCHOOL
I woke up with a major headache , groaning quietly . I look around , seeing that theres nobody in school anymore means that school has ended . I walk out of the infirmary slowly hand rubbing my temples as my head still hurts . I went to class to take my bag and saw
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ThemAUTHORS NOTE !!
Short story I know and sorry for not updating yesterday I was too tired I just slept the whole afternoon . I will try to update more this coming week as it's holiday and try to finish the whole book ASAP . I'll be having exams soon and won't be writing for 2 weeks ( revision week and exam week ) so I'll try to write more during the holidays and update more . Wish I could finish this book before my exams 😂 Anyways thanks for reading and supporting this book . There's more and more people voting THANK YOU SO MUCHHH ❤️❤️❤️ I LOVE Y'ALL ❤️
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