GoodBye [ Jimin X Reader ]

Chapter 38

I wrote this at 11 pm and is uploading at 12 am, its midnight here sorry ok bye.

NO ONE'S POV

Today is the day BTS and hyungwon bury Yoona. Her dead body was lying peacefully in the coffin. There were only the 8 of them as everybody hated her because of the rumours hyunnie made. Oh and Jimin finally broke up with hyunnie as he knew she cheated on him with other guys. He was too blinded by her beauty that she didn't notice a better and prettier gem beside. But too late, the gem was broken and long gone. And the gem was Yoona herself. There are some people who pitied her and regretted whatever they did but it was too late. They place the coffin and buried it. Once they are done, they placed some lowers in front of her tombstone. Black roses, her favourites. She wrote it down in her diary saying how much she loves black roses because every rose have thorns and it prevents people from touching it, just like how she put on a cold and rude attitude after her breakdown to prevent herself from hurting and developing feelings for people who are temporary in her life. The black just describe how dark her whole life is and how she looks at the world, beautiful yet dull. 

Her tombstone had a photo of her smiling. Her smile was so bright that it makes everybody couldn't help but smile a little. But when was the last time they saw her laughing and smiling like that? She used to be a girl with a goofy and weird attitude, a girl who never fails to cheer people up but they changed her. And they regret it now. Just like how people say, they only regret it when it's too late... They look at Yoona's tombstone one last time and left, never seeing each other again. 

3 YEARS LATER

We became a very famous kpop idol boy group and we named ourselves BTS just like how we refer ourself when we were young. We are having an interview now and it was going smoothly until the interviewer asked a question that made me stop breathing for a second. 

"What is the one thing that you did that made you regret a lot?"

I froze there, all the memories of Yoona came back and I felt my eyes getting watery. The rest of the members could feel me becoming stiff and knew the reason why. After Yoona's death, you could say that I didn't take it well. I stopped eating as I dont have the appetite too and every time I see stew kimchi jjigae, it reminded me of Yoona and the last night we hung out together. I stopped sleeping as well as every time I close my eyes, it was as if I could see Yoona's dead bloody body in front of me and she would always look at me with that disappointed and lifeless eyes. I became depressed for a few weeks until the hyungs and jungkook decided that it's enough for me to stay like this and thought of many ways to cheer me up. At last, I tried my best to go along with their plan and my depression became better. But I still thought of Yoona each and every night. Behind the cheerful and international playboy Jimin was a broken and tired jimin who missed Yoona a lot. Back to the present, I cleared my throat before answering the sensitive question. 

"Er, when I was in high school, I was known as a playboy and a bully and yes I used to bully people. We were having fun until we decided to play truth or dare and the dare for me was to date this person for a few weeks and break up on my birthday. It was easy until I caught feelings for her. Before realising my feelings, I hung out with my original girlfriend. My original girlfriend would drag us to the shopping mall on every date and I hate it. But this girl, she's different. Our first date was at an arcade, we had lots of fun but I kept telling myself that she's ugly and I shouldn't like her. This girl, she was ...... extraordinary. She did everything that a normal person wouldn't expect to do. She waited for me under a heavy rain for 6 hours just to watch a 1-hour long movie with me. She worked every night in a place full of drunkards just to get me presents for my birthday. She knew I was cheating on her yet she acted like she didn't know and continue showering me with love. She did everything and anything for me, she loves me more than herself. I knew I loved her, yet my ego was too big to admit it. And I lost her in the end.... I miss her so much ........" I was trying so hard not to cry and I could hear the rest of the members sniffling as well as they really liked Yoona as a friend and dongsaeng but was too late to admit, just like me. 

"Oh..... where is she now? Why dont you find her and apologise to her?" the interviewer asked carefully. 

"Shes..... dead.... she committed suicide because of me... I didn't even have the chance to apologise to her and confess my feelings to her... I was too late...." I finally couldn't hold the tears back and just let it flow down my face. The whole place was quiet. 

"A-And that's for today! Treasure your moments with people you loved before its too late! That's BTS and good night!!" the interviewer ended the interview and we went back immediately.

We were all walking to our van. 

"You guys go first.... I'll visit Yoona first," I said and started walking away. The members are used to me walking alone as I visited Yoona almost every day. 

I went to the arcade where we first had our date and I looked around, memories of our first date came to my mind. 

I then went to the theme park. I sat the ferry wheels and imagined Yoona sitting in front of me, looking out the window excitedly. My eyes started tearing up again. I stopped myself from crying. 'I've cried too many times today stop!'

I called a cab and went to the place Yoona held the surprise for me. I sat on the grass, the exact same spot Yoona sat me on. I looked around, memories of the last night came back again. 

I went to the last place, the last place I remembered her the most, the last place I saw her face, the graveyard. 

I stood right in front of Yoona's graveyard. Her graveyard was clean as I came here every day to clean it. Her picture was still clean, her bright smile was not covered by dust and I'm glad of that. I was so scared that I couldn't see her bright smile anymore. I kneeled down and touched her graveyard slowly. Memories of us being together played in my mind as if a movie. I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. 

"Yoona-ah, I'm really sorry baby. I really missed you, please come back. I dont think I could keep up with this strong act anymore, please, I really missed you..... I'm so sorry for everything, please come back..... I really love you Yoona-ah..." I cried out. 

I kept on crying until I felt a hand on my shoulders. I looked up with my teary eyes and saw it was...

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"Yoona?" 

The person I said gave me a bright smile and said something I never thought I would hear again. 

"Hello jimin, it's been a while?" 

AND THATS THE LAST CHAPTER!!!! I really hope you guys would read the next chapter though its not related to the story, please :/