GoodBye [ Jimin X Reader ]

Chapter 36

HYUNGWON'S POV

After passing Jimin's his box, I went to look for Jin and the rest of the BTS members. I walked around and saw them sitting on the bench talking and laughing around except for Jin. I walked up to them and gave each of them their letter and Jin's his box.

"Read it when you are alone, especially you Jin," I said and walked away.

'I did what you told me Yoona..... rest in peace now my dear sister.'

JIN'S POV

I was given a box by Yoona's so-called brother. He looked like he cried a lot, what happened? And wheres Yoona? Ill open the box when I'm home. I placed the box in my locker and walked to class.

TIME SKIP TO WHEN JIN IS HOME

I sat down on my bed and opened the box. Inside the box was filled with heart-shaped papers in different colours, underneath the papers was a letter and some gifts? I opened the letter first.

"Hello, Jin oppa, the person whos more of a brother to me than my real brother, the sunshine in my life. You must have noticed I'm not at school today right? Well when you are reading this, I'm probably already dead. Yes, I couldn't handle the pain, I couldn't fight back anymore I'm sorry oppa. I'm just ..... too tired living like this. Hated by everybody, abused by everybody. You know, there was a time where you and the rest of BTS members except Jimin came and confront me when you guys saw the bruises on me? I was abused not only at school but also at home. The day before you saw my bruises, I was abused badly by my adoptive parents. When someone accidentally touched my back, I screamed because my 'stepmom' carved ugly words on my skin to remind how ugly my presence is. I was reminded that I wasn't needed by her every day. But no matter how hard life is, you were always there to help me oppa, and I'm sorry I couldn't be there to help you when you need it. You took care of me every time after getting beaten up by BTS, you always find excuses to make them leave early so you could stop the abuse. You never confront them to stop because you are scared that they will leave you and you would be in my position, I understand oppa, I really do, but sometimes I can't help wishing that you could ask them to stop, stop making my life miserable, stop abusing me, stop pushing me to death but I don't blame you, I would rather be the one suffering than seeing you suffer because you mean so much to me. Thank you for taking care of me when I had a fever that day, that day after Jimin left your house, it was my first time saying all of these stuff to a person. I never had a true friend to rant to so I tend to keep it to myself but I poured all my feelings out and told you and for a second I felt relieved, thank you so much oppa. Oh how I wished I had a true friend to talk to before I die, looks like it impossible now haha. Anyways oppa, please don't be too sad that I'm gone, I will remember you and what you did for me forever. Oppa if you didn't know, you are my life saviour, my therapist, my ray of sunshine and your hugs are the only place I feel the warmth, please stay happy and confident, I will really miss your dad jokes haha. Bye oppa, I really love and is grateful of you oppa, saranghae!!

To My not blood related but related by heart oppa

From your little dongsaeng you took care of a lot of times "

' ...... Yoona ...... is dead ......? Is that why she wasn't in school today? No, this must be a joke, right? Yes, it must be a joke, let me call her and scold her for pulling this prank.'

I dialled her phone but she did not pick up. After several times of trying, I decided to call her 'brother'. He picked up and his voice sounded like he cried a lot.

"Where is Yoona??? Ask her to pick up her phone, stop pulling this type of prank, it's not funny!!" I screamed.

"Jin..... she's dead.... accept the truth. No matter how you reject thinking, the fact that she died cant be changed ...... I should have been a better brother to her.... I regret so much now, I didn't even apologise to her face to face... I'm so sorry Yoona-ah....." he replied.

My phone dropped out of my hand and I just stare blankly in front with my mouth slightly opened. Just then the memory of Yoona came to my house flashed back.

"I'm just here to tell you something oppa. I just wanted to thank you for everything you've done for me. For treating all my wounds and bruises when they beat me up. You are the best oppa I ever had though we are not related by blood. If only you were my real oppa, everything happened now wouldn't happen. Anyways, keep smiling and be happy, hope you'll find somebody you like soon. I really love you oppa....." she said and gave me a genuine smile.

Is that why you came and find me in the middle of the night Yoona-ah? I could have saved you but I didn't do anything. I didn't know it was the last time ill be seeing you. I'm so sorry I couldn't stop the bullying when I had the chance to, I knew better than anyone that I'm the only one who could stop the bullying but was too scared to. I'm really sorry Yoona, I'll miss you, my little dongsaeng......

Short chapter sorry :( I have two chapters written, just need to type it out so will be uploading soon!!!