GoodBye [ Jimin X Reader ]

Chapter 22

Before we start, let's imagine that jin already knew what happened 'yesterday' cuz you told him idk when sorryyyyy.

WARNING: SOME CURSINGS HERE !!!

JIMIN'S POV

I went to his room and saw him sleeping next to...... YOONA?

"YAH" I shouted, my voice laced with shock and saw Jin Hyung slowly waking up. Once he saw me, he looked at me for few seconds before saying

"Oh, hi jimin. What are you doing here ?" he asked while yawning a little.

"Why is Yoona on your bed? And why are you sleeping next to her?" I ignored his question and started bashing him with my questions. He thought for a while before replying

"Why do you even care? " he stared at me with cold eyes.

"Why do I even care? She's my girlfriend Jin Hyung!"

"Girlfriend? Sorry, I don't see hyunnie here?" he replied while looking around. I was taken back by his reply.

"You know clearly that this girlfriend I'm talking about is Yoona! Now tell me why is Yoona here and why are you sleeping next to her? I have the rights to know as I am her BOYFRIEND!" by now I'm fuming, trying hard not to sound rude as he is still my hyung.

"Its kinda funny hearing all these from YOU, the one who claimed to be Yoona's 'boyfriend' but never acted as a boyfriend and does what a boyfriend will do?" he replied, spating the word 'Boyfriend'.

"That is none of your business!" I shouted back.

"NONE OF MY BUSINESS? YOONA IS LIKE MY SISTER! IM THE ONE WHO TOOK CARE OF HER EVERYTIME AFTER YOU GUYS BEAT HER UP FOR NO REASON! IM THE ONE WHOS HERE TO TREAT HER WOUNDS AND BRUISES. IM THE ONE THERE FOR HER EVERYTIME AND WHERE ARE YOU ,DEAR SO CALLED 'BOYFRIEND'? OH WAIT YOU WERE WITH YOUR 'SWEET LITTLE GIRLFRIEND THAT WEARS LIKE A GODDAMN SLUT EVERYTIME'! YOU KNOW WHY IM PISSED RIGHT NOW? BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU FUCKING DID YESTERDAY! YOU WERE THE ONE WHO ASKED YOONA OUT FOR A DATE BUT YOU DITCHED HER INSTEAD FOR YOUR ANOTHER GIRLFRIEND. DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG SHE WAITED FOR YOU?ALMOST 6 HOURS! 6 GODDAMN HOURS! IT WAS RAINING HEAVILY YESTERDAY BUT SHE STILL STOOD THERE WAITING FOR YOU, AFRAID THAT YOU WILL BE DISAPPOINTED THAT YOU DONT SEE HER. SHE WAITED 6 HOURS JUST TO WATCH A 1 HOUR LONG MOVIE WITH YOU, YOU PARK JIMIN! 6 FUCKING HOURS ! AND WHY IS SHE HERE? I SAW HER SITTING AT THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD, WHILE ITS RAINING HEAVILY. I TOOK HER HERE BECAUSE SHES BURNING! OH THAT'S NOT THE WORST PART. I WENT UP TO THE BATHROOM ONLY TO SEE BLOOD GUSHING OUT OF HER WRIST, SHE FUCKING CUT HERSELF! WHILE SHE BURNING UP SHE HAD A NIGHTMARE, SHE WAS SCREAMING YOUR NAME! YOU PARK FUCKING JIMIN! CANT YOU SEE HOW MUCH THIS GIRL LOVE YOU? SHE WOULD EVEN DIE FOR YOU PARK JIMIN!!" jin Hyung shouted and ranted a lot. It took me few moments to process what he just said. But before I could say anything I was pushed out of the house and the sound of door closing brought me back to reality.

'Shes waited 6 hours for me? 6 hours? Under the rain?' lots of thoughts came into my mind and the image of Yoona waiting under the rain for me came into my mind and my heart clenched. Why did my heart clench when I thought about her? What am I feeling right now? Am I falling in love with Yoona? No! That cant be! I love hyunnie, not Yoona! Hyunnie is so much prettier than Yoona! I drove home with many unanswered thought in my head.

YOUR POV

Once jin oppa pushed jimin away, there was a moment of silence until Jin oppa break it.

"He's gone Yoona." I sat up slowly and looked at Jin oppa.

" You knew I was awake?" I asked.

"Well yeah. I could hear your whimpers and soft sobs" he replied before hugging me.

Yes, I was awake the whole time. And Yes I heard everything. I return the hug before started sobbing loudly. He was patting my back and whispering comforting words in my ear the whole time. I kept crying until I felt that there are no more tears left.

"Thanks, jin oppa" I broke the hug and looked at him in the eye.

"I'm always here for you Yoona, you're like my sister" he replied, giving me a warm smile.

"I mean like really thank you, from the bottom of my heart. Without you, I would be dead by now. Without you, my life would be full of sadness only. You ( and jimin ) are the sunshine in my life, thank you for at least making me feel a bit of happiness in my life" I said with a small but sincere smile. Jin oppa didn't say anything and just kept quiet but a smile was plastered on his face while he stares at me with watery eyes.

"Actually, Jin oppa...... i-i knew everything. The dare, the fact that I'm just a bet, hyunnie is still Jimin oppa girlfriend, what he will get if he won the dare and reason why you guys became my friends, I know everything....." I said looking down.

"Then why did you still accept? You knew it before you guys dated or after? And I didn't become your friend for that reason, I simply want to be your friend, sincerely and some of the boys too!"

"I know it after we started dating. I heard it from one of the girls when I was crying in the toilet."

Jin oppa kept quiet, don't know how to reply anymore. I grabbed his hand and cupped it between both of my hand, making him looked up and look at me.

"It's okay Jin oppa. This is the route I choose. I knew that I don't deserve love and happiness in this world and knew that ill never have a chance with jimin because he will never like a nerd and an ugly thing like me. But I want to be selfish for just this time, I want to feel how is it like being his girlfriend, I want to feel loved, something I never experienced for years. I know that this dare might come to an end but before it ends, I would like to show Jimin oppa that I really love him. I want to be greedy for once and let him be mine and only mine but I know that he loves hyunnie more. I can see it from his eyes when he looks at hyunnie lovingly. And I don't want to break them apart because not being able to hang out with the person you loved the most is a very painful feeling and I know that better than anyone else. I don't want to force him to like me back, I just want to show him how much I loved him and is willing to do anything to make him happy." I said, tears fell out of my eyes again and I looked at Jin oppa who is also crying with a genuine smile.

"I wish Jimin will realize that there is a person who genuinely loved him for who he was and not what he is. And that person is very close to him " he replied and gave back a small smile. With one last hug, I went back home, not ready to face my main torturers. Once I reach home, I was greeted with 3 pissed human beings and I received one hell of a beating from the 3 of them. They didn't even bother asking where I was and was immediately greeted with punches and whips. After the beatings, I limp to my room and took out my diary and wrote what happened today. Let's just say today is a tiring day as usual.

A/N AGAIN SORRY :
Short chapter I know, just to keep you guys updated hehe 😽
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