GoodBye [ Jimin X Reader ]

Chapter 29

I don't even know what I'm writing gosh I feel like giving up, please give me some motivation :((
YOUR POV

It was early in the morning, I could hear birds chirping. I didn't sleep at all yesterday. I just couldn't sleep. Every time I closed my eyes, the image of mum and dad leaving me slowly kept appearing. I changed, went down and cooked them their breakfast and left. The walk to school was always rush as I live far away but this time I took my time and walked slowly, enjoying the scenery. While I was walking, I saw dogs chasing a butterfly, birds flying in flocks, young couples hugging and kissing each other, car passing by, people riding bicycles. Everything looked as if it's in slow motion, it was quiet. It would be nice but all I see now is black. There was no color, not even a slightest. Soon I reached the place I called school. Once I stepped in, I saw hyunnie and her gang standing in front of my locker, waiting for me. I walked towards them and stopped in front of hyunnie. She looked at me and said, "Oh wow, look it's the bitch!" I looked at her with no emotions and said "Let's get over with this quick" I threw my bag and waited for the blow. A few seconds later I still felt nothing so I opened one of my eyes and saw them with a confused expression plastered on their face while looking at each other.

"So are you still going to beat me up? Because if you still want to be fast, I'm already late to class. " I look straight into their eyes. Hyunnie was the first to react and quickly punch my face, making me fall to the ground.

"Who do you think you are huh? Talking to me like that. This is what you get for talking like that to me." and with that, she kicked my ribs, hard. I coughed out. Soon hyunnie's gang joined in beating me. I just lay there, not struggling or giving reaction at all, because I was so used to this pain that I slowly don't feel anything anymore, I'm numb to the pain. They kept punching me, blows after blows, kicks after kicks and this time I coughed out blood. If you are expecting me to cough it on the floor then you are wrong, I coughed it on hyunnie's 5 inches high heels. Her heels were painted with my blood. She froze for a while before screaming and started kicking me like crazy with her stiletto (sharp part of the heel) Each time she kicked me, I coughed out more blood and before she could step on me again, the bell rang, indicating the second class is starting. Wow, didn't know I was this late. Hyunnie and her gang soon left and I stood up slowly with the help of the metal locker. I went to my second class which is chemistry without taking my books as I literally have no more energy. I had to lean onto the wall and walk. I reached the classroom after a few minutes and opened the door. I walked in and could hear whispers already. They were talking about my hair I think. I look up and saw the teacher looking at me, expecting a reason why I'm late.

"Care to explain why you're late, Miss Yoona?" the teacher said in a sick tone, not bothering to ask me if I'm alright when he clearly know what state I'm in just by looking. I look like I could faint anytime.

"None of your business." I spat and went to sit at my usual spot, the corner at the end of the classroom. I could tell that the class was shock as I never talk back to the teacher and the teacher was shocked as well. I just sat down and put on my earbuds, blocking out all the voices. Class started and I wasn't listening, I was looking outside through the window when suddenly there's a tap and a letter slip to my table. I looked and saw Jimin was beside me. I opened the letter and it wrote there

"Hey Yoona, what happened to your hair? Did u cut it yourself? And what happened to you? Your eyes held no more emotions, it looked so ...... blank?" Once I read finish I crumbled it and threw it away, not bothering to reply Jimin. I continue to look out until another tap and letter bothered me. I opened it once again, knowing its from Jimin and saw

"Whats going on? Tell me please, I really want to help you!!" he wrote. This time I didn't throw it away, instead I replied him by saying "None of your business, and why do you suddenly care" Jimin wanted to say something but before he could, the bell rang and I immediately left the classroom. While I was walking, I wasn't looking where I was going and made contact with a hardback and fell to the ground.

"Ouch..." I grunted silently as I fell hard on the ground.

"Oh, I'm so-oh it's you." the familiar voice said, turning from a sweet voice to a cold voice in one second. I looked up and saw my brother with his group of friends standing tall while looking at me. Once my brother noticed something wrong with my hair, he looked shocked and asked: "What happened to your hair?"

"None of your business too, why do you guys act like you care now?" I whispered the last part silently. I looked up and made eye contact with him, he looked sad while I had no expression on once again. He might be shocked because I talked back to him and my eyes look so dull, it doesn't have the little sparks that I used to have it anymore. I use to have little sparks in my eye because i still had hope that someday my brother would come and apologise to me and Jimin would love me and my adoptive parents would stop abusing me but now that my beloved hair was cut, I don't know why but I had no more hope left, maybe because I'm tired of hoping something that will never come true? Or maybe I'm just tired of life and is slowly giving up on it? I don't know, I just know that I've changed. Before hyungwon could say anything, I've already left. I look at my watch and said "Time to work" before leaving school and went straight to my workplace.

Short chap I know I'm sorry. And thanks for all the wishes guys!!! Didn't expect anyone of you to wish me because I literally know none of you or maybe not that close but still thank you anyway!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS!!! ❤️❤️❤️