GoodBye [ Jimin X Reader ]

Chapter 28

IT'S YOUR GURL BIRTHDAY SO WILL BE UPDATING TODAY THO IT'S NOT SAT but it's quite short as I wrote it yesterday night so sorry and i'll still update tmr as well ❤️❤️ Birthday update 🎉

YOUR POV

NEXT MORNING

I woke up early, sat up and looked around. I was confused at first, 'This is not my bed' i thought, then remembered I stayed over at Jimin house. Talking about that, I remembered that we slept on the same bed, I turned around and really saw Jimin sleeping next to me peacefully. I bent down slightly and take a good look at Jimin again, once I'm done looking and enjoying his good looks, I gave him a quick peck on the forehead and went to the bathroom and cleaned, wore back my old clothes that are clean now and went down. I was really to leave until I thought of a way to repay Jimin's kindness. I went to the kitchen and decided to cook him some breakfast. I cooked some bacon and eggs with some toast, placed it on the dining table, wrote a short note telling him I'm leaving and left, not to school but the place so-called 'home'.

The walk to my house was long as I took my time taking in all the beauty before I die. I mean you wouldn't know what they would do to me right since I kind of 'ditched' them and they couldn't celebrate their anniversary which is kind of important to them. I bet this is the last straw for them. After a few minutes, I finally reached my house. To say I was nervous is an understatement. Trust me, I'm sweating like hell right now and I'm trembling, I'm terrified! I slowly opened the door, looked around and saw nobody in the living room. 'They must still be sleeping since its still so early' I instantly felt relief an let out a breath. I quickly walked up the stairs without looking up and bang into a wall. Wait, it's not a wall. I looked up and saw its ...... Mrs.Natalie and behind her was Mr.Andrew. They both looked mad, very very mad. Before I could explain, a hand pushed me and I rolled down the stairs. A few seconds later, I finally stop rolling and could feel bruises forming around my body. I just lay there on the floor as I'm too weak to even stand up. I heard footsteps walking down the stairs and soon felt a punch on my stomach. They kept beating and slapping me. But I was so used to it that I don't feel hurt anymore, I feel numb. Numb to the pain, Numb to everything. Maybe Mrs.Natalie wasn't happy with my reaction because I literally gave her no reaction and suddenly I saw a pair of scissors in front of me. Mrs.Natalie was taking the scissors and she grabbed a bunch of my hair. Oh no no no, is she cutting my hair. I started to struggle, wanting to get out of Mr.Andrew's grip and stop Mrs.Natalie from doing it. You would think why do I care so much about my hair. Well, let's see......

FLASHBACK

When I was young, my mum would always ie my hair and decorate it. I like the way her hands brushes my hair, making it soft and pretty. She would always compliment my hair.

"Omo Yoona, your hair is so pretty, you look like a princess!" 7 years old hyungwon said to the 5-year-old me.

"Of course, she's my princess." my dad said, looking at me proudly.

"Well of course, since I'm the one who tied it." my mom said to them while looking at me lovingly. The moment where mum ties my hair is the time where I always loved and it was always the best memory. My whole family always loved my natural (H/C) and always played with it. My hair was the only thing mum and dad left for me after the car incident. I think that's why hyungwon hates me so much because of my hair. It reminds us so much of our parents.

END OF FLASHBACK

Once Mrs.Natalie saw me struggling, she started grinning like crazy, seems like she knew my hair was something precious to me and even if she doesn't know, she knows now. She started walking closer to me and I couldn't move as Mr.Andrew was literally sitting on top of me, stopping me from moving. I kept struggling, trying to break free but couldn't and soon heard the snipping sound. I stopped struggling and just looked at my hair dropping with zero emotions. Mrs.Natalie kept cutting my hair and while she was cutting, she expects me to start crying and struggle or maybe curse at her but no, instead I just lied there with no expression on my face. She started cutting more and once she knew I wouldn't give her the reaction she wants, she threw the scissors beside me and stomped away followed by Mr.Andrew. The scissors slide and stopped next to my wrist. I just lied there for a few minutes before sitting up. I look around and saw my hair everywhere. I took some of my hair onto my hand slowly with shaky hands. Memories of mum and dad playing with my hair came back and this time I couldn't stop my tears and sobs. I went to the bathroom and look in the mirror. Oops, wrong decision. I looked into the mirror and saw my used to be long hair was now short and it looked like a mess. I grabbed my hair and I started freaking out. I wanted to scream so badly but I couldn't or ill get more beatings. I want to scream so badly, for all the things I've suffered, for my only family member left bullies me, for me even continue living. I want to scream, but my voice is not coming out no matter how hard I tried. I was having a panic attack, I couldn't stop looking in the mirror, seeing how ugly it became and how my beloved hair was so ugly now. I punched the mirror and soon was greeted with the sounds of glass breaking. I bent down and took one of the broken pieces and sliced it straight on my arm, thigh, everywhere. You could say I wasn't in my right mind, I was slowly going crazy. The bathroom floor was soon painted with my blood and this time I don't bother cleaning it as nobody is coming to my room nor my bathroom right? I went and lied down on my bed, thinking of what happened today. I was happy for a while with Jimin, everything felt like a dream and the price of being happy was losing the one and only thing my parents left for me, my hair. The thought of my parents being disappointed with me as I didn't take care of my hair properly came to my mind and I couldn't stop but cry. 'I really miss you guys. My hair was the only thing that reminds me of you guys, what if I grew older and forgotten about you guys? I'm sorry mum, dad......' I didn't sleep for the whole day and you could say, at this exact moment, my eyes held no more feelings, I've changed ......