GoodBye [ Jimin X Reader ]

Chapter 21

YOUR POV
I turned around and saw it was .............. Jin oppa. 'Why did I wish it was Jimin oppa who came even though I know he's not coming' Jin Oppa opened his umbrella, squeezed through the crowd and came towards me. He quickly used the umbrella to protect me from getting any wetter. He bends down and asked

"What are you doing, sitting here in the middle of the road while it's raining heavily ?"

I just stare blankly into his eyes and started sobbing into his chest. The next thing I know is that I'm being carried by Jin oppa on his back and went to his house I guess. His house is very modern and it may not be that big but it looks comfy ?

He pushed me to the bathroom once we reached his house and lent me a t-shirt and sweatpants that looks kind of too big for me. His bathroom is huge and very clean, not too mention very...... pink. Everything is pink in color, the towel, the mirror, the shower area, the toilet bowl, even the toilet rolls, well except for the white tiles. I quickly took a shower and washed my hair and removed my makeup. Memories of unknown guys touching me just now kept replaying in my head and I felt ...... dirty. My knees felt weak so I sat on the floor while scrubbing -more like scratching- my whole body.
"You're so dirty"
"Slut"
"Disgusting"
All these hurtful comments kept replaying and I scrubbed harder making my whole skin red, even opening some scars making some blood flow out.
"It hurts, but I can't stop. I felt dirty...... dirty, dirty' the word dirty kept repeating in my head. I kept scrubbing while sobbing loudly. I went and find if there's anything sharp to cut. 'My addiction is back' I looked around and saw a man razor ( the one for men to shave their mustache and beard ) 'I'm sorry Jin oppa' I broke it in half and placed it on my wrist and started cutting deeper and deeper. Until I accidentally cut a nerve, making me scream a little before passing out.
JIN POV (WOHOOO)
I was on my way going home until I saw a crowd, pointing and laughing at something. I peek and saw it was Yoona. I screamed her name and she turns around. I squeezed my way through the crowd and went to her. Once I'm in front of her, she started sobbing loudly. Without saying anything, I quickly carried her on my back and ran to my house. Once we reached my house, I gave her one of my smallest t-shirts and sweatpants before pushing her to the bathroom to clean herself up. I decided to cook something for us to eat. When I was cooking halfway, I heard loud sobbing coming from upstairs. My heart clenched after hearing it. Don't get me wrong, I treat her like my sister and I don't like her in a romantic way, more like a siblings way. A scream snapped me out of my thoughts and I quickly went up and knock on the bathroom door.
"Yoona, are you alright?" I asked through the door but I heard no response so I asked again.
"Yoona? Yoona are you alright inside?" I broke down the door after still not getting any response from Yoona. I stood there, shocked as I saw a very pale looking Yoona laying on the floor next to a pool of blood. Her arm is red with scars and blood is gushing out from her wrist. Her body was bruised badly and without waiting anymore I wrap her in a towel as she is still naked and quickly carry and place her on my bed. I went down and took the first aid kit and went up to treat her wounds. I treated the wounds on her wrist first as blood is still gushing out. I put pressure on her wrist to stop blood from gushing out and wrap a bandage around her wrist. Once I'm done treating her wounds and bruises around her body, I changed her clothes without looking her naked body- which is kinda hard but managed to do it- and was ready to go down to let her rest peacefully, until I heard a whimper. I turned around and saw her face all scrunched up, body shaking, sweats forming on her forehead and whimpers leaving her mouth continuously. 'She's having a nightmare' I didn't know what to do and just stood there for a few moments until I heard her say
"Don't leave me Mum, dad! J-Jimin oppa, I love you. Please don't leave me!" And with that, she jolted up from the bed and looked around frantically while the heads of sweat roll down her forehead. Once she made eye contact with me who still stood there stiffly, her eyes soften and stop panicking.
"J-Jin oppa......." she trailed and fainted which gave me a shock. I quickly ran to her side and saw her face was paler than before and violently bare, sweats are still forming on her forehead, her lips are pale as well. I touched her forehead and shes burning! 'She must have sat under the rain for a long time, that's why shes burning!' I went down and grab some towels and fil in some cold water into a shallow bucket(idk whats that called so ok)