GoodBye [ Jimin X Reader ]

Chapter 11

YOUR POV
I was sleeping peacefully , dreaming about jimin and I until my door flung open , making a loud noise . I saw my brother stood there , looking angry . He stormed towards me and pulled my hair making me stand up forcefully and slapped me cheek . He grabbed my collar and push my to the wall , still grabbing my collar .
"Where is my breakfast you bitch ?! Wake up now ! " he yelled .
Oh shit , I forgot ! I'm so screwed . I was too into the fact that me and jimin is dating that I forgot about my brother .
"I-I forgot , s-s-sorry . "
"Go make my food now ! " he said , leaving before kicking me in the stomach again . I stood up fast , not caring about the pain and bruises forming at my stomach and quickly made his breakfast . After making his breakfast I went to the fridge and took an apple secretly ,  because if my brother found out I'll be so dead . I haven't ate for days . I snuggled it to my room and hide it in my bag . I did my morning routine again and decided to wear something nicer because from today onwards I'm Park jimin's girlfriend . So I wore a black rip jeans and striped shirt with a blue denim jacket with some random sneakers . ( outfit as below )

And curl the end of my hair a little and was ready to go to school . I quietly left my room , from the corner of my eyes I saw my brother eating the breakfast I cooked for him . I quickly open the door and left the house . The walk to school was 15 minutes long and since i was late I started running to school . When I reached school , I still have 6 minutes to spare before class starts . I decided to walk around the school . I walked to the garden , resting under a tree , enjoying the quietness without people bothering me . I took out the necklace Mum gave me as a present before they died . It was a locklet with a picture of our family we took on my birthday before our parents died . My parents look so happy and my brother was bothering me while we're taking this picture .
FLASHBACK
DAD "Let's take a picture shall we ? "
Me and my brother "Okayyy "
MOM " let's set the camera up "
DAD " Yah children come and sit here and hyungwon stop bothering your sister "
MOM " Okay I've set the timer in 3,2,1 SAY CHEESE "
Everybody "CHEESE" "click"
My parents were looking at each other smiling lovingly , my brother was making a funny face while I was just laughing at my brother .
FLASHBACK END
I didn't know I was crying until I saw the locklet had tears on it . 'It's a good memory , I miss those times ' I was trying not to cry but the more I tried the more tears drop out . 'Mom , Dad , I really miss you . Brother is abusing me everyday , so does the people in my school . I'm broken but nobody knows that ..... I really don't feel like living anymore .... ' I was crying and crying , until someone came and hug me . I look up and saw Jimin hugging me .
"J-jimin ? "
"H-huh? Oh I saw you were crying and didn't know what to do ..... "
"T-thanks " I whispered
"U-um wanna leave the school early and go somewhere ? "
'Is he asking me out for a date ? Omo '
"S-sure"
"Okay , let's go " he stood up and took my wrist .
"By the way , you look stunning today " he whispered nearly ear making me blush , looking down the floor .
"T-thanks" I whispered still looking down .
"Where you wanna go ? Shopping mall ? "
"Mmmmm , what about arcade ?? " I said excited .
"E-eh ? Sure !! " and with that we ran out the school and went to the nearest arcade .
We had lots of fun there . We played air hockey , basketball , took pictures at the purikura machine ( is that what u call ? ) , played Pac-Man and guns machine . I could see that jimin was enjoying and so was I . The day went fast without us knowing , it was already late .
"I-I gotta go home " remembering that I still have to cook for my brother .
"So early ? Fine then . "
"See you t-tomorrow? "
"Yea . Want me to send you back home?"
"N-no it's alright " I can't let him see what my brother do to me at home .
"O-okay bye ! "
I quickly ran home , excited to see jimin tomorrow . Today is our first date , let me write down . I went to kitchen to cook when I saw nothing was left in the refrigerator . When I was going out , I heard the door open and saw my brother standing infront of the door .
"Yah are you done with the food ?! "
"N-no , t-there's no ingredients left to c-cook , I have to g-go out and b-buy "
"You slut " he slapped me
"Why didn't you go out and buy earlier huh ? I'm hungry right now ! " he punched my stomach few times and kicked me to the floor , stepping repeatingly on my ankle and using the other leg to step on my hand .
"Go our and buy now ! Cook in 10 min for me You useless slut ! " and with that he stormed off . I stood up slowly because it hurts too badly I felt few ribs cracking here and there and I bet my ankle is broken . Plus the road to the grocery takes 5 mins walking , with the broken ribs and ankle , I'm sure I'll get another beating . Every step I took hurts so badly , I can feel my ribs rearranging , it felt like my bones are gonna poke through my skin and it's hard to even breathe . I went and buy some vegetables and chicken and meat . I quickly went to the cashier and pay . When I was ready to leave I saw the auto door open to reveal BTS . 'Shit' I thought to myself
"Oh look who is it ?" Namjoon said
"P-please not n-now"
"Okay then , meet us at the basement tomorrow morning "
"O-okay ... " I was ready to walk out but I fell because of my broken ankle that I forgot . I was caught by somebody before falling . I look and saw it was jimin .
"T-thanks , I have to go now "
"Your welcome , bye " he kissed my cheek . I blushed like crazy and left the grocery . I was smiling like crazy remembering what jimin did to me . I ran back home ignoring the pain because I was late . Once I reached home I saw my brother sitting at the couch looking angry . He stood up from the couch and came towards me . He pulled me to the kitchen by my hair and push me to the ground . He kicked me on my ribs few times and I'm guessing he's not in a good mood because he look mad , really mad . I didn't do anything and just let him kick me until he's satisfied with it . After a few moments he stopped kicking .
"Go and cook now you bitch ! "
I stood up slowly , my vision was blurry and I felt dizzy . I slowly walk to the kitchen and cook dinner for my brother . When I was cutting the vegetables , I felt very dizzy and almost fell to the ground . Almost . I quickly hold something next to me , forgetting I was still holding a knife . I accidentally cut my palm with the knife , making me hissed . I saw a big scar with lots of blood on my palm . I quickly wash my hand with water and continue cooking . The blood keep gushing out but I couldn't care much about it . I was cooking slowly because of the injury on my hand . I cooked some basic Chinese cuisine for my brother and went up to my room . I clean my cut and bandage it so it won't be infected . I changed into my pyjamas and went to my study desk . I took a book out and decided to write a diary to write down all my problem .
"Dear diary:
        This is my first time writing a diary after I don't know how long . So I'm writing this diary everyday to write down my problems and if I actually attempted suiciding , they could read this book and understand my story :)
P.s jimin kisses my cheek today OMO
The end "
I closed the book and went to sleep . I didn't sleep peacefully because of all the pain in my ribs and the bruises I used to have and the newer ones . Luckily my brother only hits places where they aren't that visible . Unlike BTS , they hurt every part of my body , from my face to my ankle to my heart . I lied down on my bed wondering why did they bully me ? What did I do to them ? I kept thinking and soon I fell asleep .

JIMIN'S POV
I was walking around the school waiting for my members . I was walking to the garden and stopped when I saw a figure sitting under a tree . I went to take a closer look and saw Yoona there .
'Ugh it's her . I forgot I have to act as her boyfriend sigh'
I was ready to leave when I saw few tears dripping down on the thing she's holding . I was shocked at first because she never cry infront of us when we bully her . I thought she was strong , what's making her cry ? I was curious and went behind the tree to take a look at what's she's holding . I saw a locklet with her family picture in it . Their family look happy and they were all laughing . I remembered what the others said about her parents . Her parents died in a car crash and the brother blames her and spread rumours around the school about her killing their parents . My heart throbbed and I don't know why . She kept crying and crying and I couldn't stand it anymore . I went and hug her . She looked shocked , I was shocked by my action as well . She asked what am I doing here . I quickly change the topic by asking her if she wanna hangout . She agreed immediately 'Easy' I thought . I was smiling until I remembered that girls like going shopping . And They takes like hours . How I know ? That's what hyunnie does .
"So u wanna go shopping ? "
"Can we go to the arcade ? "
I was shocked , what arcade ? Not shopping mall ? I was shocked but happy because i finally don't have to wait for freaking few hours . We went to the nearby arcade and had lots of fun until she said she have to go back home . I didn't question her . I offered to walk her home but she refused . I just shrug it off and said our byes . I decided to go back since it was already late . When I reach my home I saw the rest of the members at my couch sitting and resting .
"Where did you went ? " namjoon asked
"Went to a date with Yoona ? " I replied
"Woah ! That's fast ! " hoseok said
"I'm winning the bet , just few more weeks and you guys will be my slave ! " I cheered . I was cheering but I thought 'Am I doing the right thing ? I really don't know . Why does my heart throb when I saw her crying ? '
"Yah ! Park jimin , we're going to the grocery because we ran out of ingredients to cook "
"H-huh , ya sure , let's go "
We went to the grocery and when the auto door opened , it revealed Yoona . I was talking to taehyung and hoseok when namjoon said something that caught our attention . We stopped talking and turned to look who was it . It was Yoona , her face turn pale when she saw all of us standing infront of us . Namjoon told her to meet us at the basement tomorrow . She nodded her head and was ready to leave when she accidentally tripped and fell . I caught her before she fall . She looked up and let out a relief face when she saw it was me . I stared into her
E/C eyes , it looked beautiful but I don't know why , I saw a bit of darkness in it . I shrugged it off , it might just be my imagination . I decided to let her believe that I'm really in love with her so I went and kissed her cheek . She immediately blush like crazy and I thought my plan worked . She ran out of the grocery .
"Why did you do that hyung ? " jungkook asked .
"Are you falling in love with her ? " taehyung asked again .
"Mwo ? I did so that she believe that I'm really in love with her and I have to act as her boyfriend right ? Plus who would like that ugly slut ? " i replied .
"Stop this dare now jimin . Who would know what happen after this dare ...... " Jin hyung said more like pleading .
"What can happen hyung ? It's not like she's gonna kill herself right ? " I said jokingly .
"You'll never know ..... " and with that he left to find some ingredient .
I stood there , thinking what Jin hyung said . I really don't know what to do . Let's just wish this dare ends faster . I ran and catch up with them .

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Authors note :
Another chap as promise on sat EHEHE
Ayeee so you guys may wonder why did I suddenly add the diary part . You'll know after that *smirks* anyways I'm thinking of finishing this book already because I've planned everything just lazy to write and I notice some I've written too long example this chap , like freaking 2000+ words ?!!! So I'm going to write short stories so you guys won't think it's too boring ;) so less descriptive ? Let's see . Anyways thanks for reading <3