GoodBye [ Jimin X Reader ]

Chapter 32

HYUNGWON'S POV

After Yoona said those stuff and left, I was frozen at the spot. 'Why did she suddenly apologize to me when she knows it wasn't her fault? She was only 7 years old, how would she know what happened and instead of growing up with love, she grew up with people abusing her. I was the only family member she had and I didn't take care of her and instead pushed her around, abusing her, I'm such a bad brother....... I will apologize to her tomorrow and be the loving and kind brother I used to be.' i stood up and went to my room and slept.

JIN'S POV

I was wakened up from my beauty sleep by the bell sound. I shouted 'coming' and went down. I opened the door and saw it was Yoona. She looked pale and her eyes are swollen red. 'Did she cry just now?' Without saying anything she thanked me for everything I've done for her again. She thanks me almost every day but why do I feel weird? She hugged me and left. I closed the door and sat on the couch. 'Why do I have a bad feeling?'

JIMIN'S POV

I was walking to school with the members before we were stopped by Yoona. I could see the members confused and shocked face as to why is she still talking to us more likely to me after what we have done to her yesterday. She gave me a huge smile before asking me out on a date, our last date. I agreed after thinking and followed her to I don't know where because she didn't tell me where are we going. Once we reached the destination, I looked around and saw it was the shopping mall. 'Ugh, and yet I thought she wasn't like hyunnie, here we are again. Girls!' After walking for a while, Yoona excused herself to the toilet. While I was waiting for Yoona, a few girls came and flirt with me. I ignored all of them but what these two girls said attracted my attention.

"Hey, handsome, alone?" Girl A said.

"No, I'm here with my girlfriend so screw off please," I replied.

"You mean the girl that looked like a nerd just now? Shes your girlfriend? EW shes so ugly!" Girl B said.

I was mad when I heard them talking bad about Yoona. No matter how ugly a person is, they must still be respected and not badmouthed.

"Yes, she is my girlfriend and don't insult her! She may look like a nerd but she's not! And don't you feel ashamed? The so-called 'nerd' has a better-looking boyfriend than you, oh wait, do you even have a boyfriend? I'm sure nobody wants you as you look like you fucked a lot of guys." I replied with a smile at the end.

Their face was red due to embarrassment and quickly ran away before Yoona came out and apologised for making me wait too long as she saw my pissed face.

'Why did I defend her' I had that thought for the whole time we were walking until I saw a jewellery shop. I went in and saw a beautiful necklace. I took it and walked towards Yoona and put it on her since she has the almost same size as hyunnie. Once I see it fits and it's beautiful, I bought it and kept it. Yoona was looking at me the whole time. I made eye contact with her and she quickly looked away and walked out. 'Should I buy one for Yoona? Nah, it's not like she will or is buying me anything.' Little do I know what she had prepared for my birthday present ......

TIMESKIP TO PICNIC AT NIGHT

Yoona blindfolded my eyes and once she untied it, I was blinded by the brightness. Once I'm used to the brightness, I opened my eyes and saw she decorated the place. I saw lots of pictures hanging so I went closer and saw it was our photos and mostly mine because we don't really take photos together. Mostly my pictures were taken secretly by her. I was really grateful and was speechless as she prepared and planned so thoughtfully for our last date, hyunnie doesn't even do this for me! How I wish the person I love is Yoona, wait what did I just say?! What am I thinking? Anyways I hugged and thanked Yoona for today and sat down and started eating. She cooked my favourite food just for me! I ate it deliciously. I kept complimenting her cooking because it's so nice! I remember hyunnie tried to cook for me once and I almost died! I fed her because I saw she wasn't eating and once we are done eating, we just lay down and stargaze, well more like me gazing and Yoona staring at me because I could feel Yoona's pair of eyes on me. It was quiet and it gave me time to think about what to say to Yoona but the only thing I could think of saying is apologising ...... I apologised and instead of crying or blaming me, she smiled at me and said she understands because nobody would like an ugly girl like her. I immediately denied the fact because she is pretty. Only until recently I noticed her beauty. I told her and I saw her hesitating for a while before saying she understands because people like her brother, adoptive parents and bullies in school including me and my members said mean stuff to her. I regretted it a lot. Why did we bully such a sweet and kind girl? Yoona requested for the last pic so I agreed and stood close to her. Before clicking the button, Yoona turned her head and kissed my cheek and once I realised what she did, I could feel my face burning. 'Why don't I feel like this when hyunnie kiss me on the cheek? Oh right, because every time she kisses me, I always have a red lipstick stain on my cheek and it felt gross! Well, Yoona didn't put on any lipstick so maybe that's why I like it. Her soft plump lips on my cheek felt great honestly ......' We promised to end our 'fake' relationship at the place we started. We hugged the last time and I apologised again while hugging her. I dont know why but I feel sad that our 'fake' relationship is ending, why do I feel sad that our 'fake' relationship is ending? I should feel happy and relieved that I could finally go on a date with hyunnie without hiding anymore! We greeted each other goodbyes and I left without turning back. While walking, I could hear soft sobs coming from her and my heart clenched but I just kept walking. 'Im sorry ......' i thought while walking back home with heavy footsteps and a heavy heart.

I haven't started writing the next chapter. I'm so tired right now, I barely slept recently, school is giving me stress, I have some friendship to fix, I wanna go IKON concert, I have a lot of stuff due-ing in few days and I'm not ready and I have to meet up with my friend tomorrow to do a coursework, please let me rest!!! But its okay, I'm not complaining and I will still continue writing this book whenever I have free time, just prepare for low-quality chapters. And if anybody wanna talk to me, feel free to dm me or add me on insta, just dm me and ask my insta name if you wanna chat. I chatted with a few readers and I got to know them better. If you are sad or wanna find someone to rant to just come and text me!! LOVE YOU GUYS, STAY POSITIVE PEEPS! ❤❤❤❤