"Goodbye...... Jimin" I thought with a smile on my face before I fell into a very deep sleep and for once, I felt safe and peaceful.
A book full of angst😉🌚
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YOUR POV Another day have come . I wasn't sad that I have to go to school again like I was last time , instead I was happy because I could meet jimin today . I decided to do my morning routine then only cook for my brother since I woke up early today . I went and put some light makeup ,light brown eyeshadow and some mascara , little bit of lipgloss and blusher , change into a plain white tshirt and black pants and throw on a grey sweater jacket . (Outfit as below 👇🏻) I decided to just let loose my hair . I still didn't wanted to take out my glasses because I don't like the feeling of contact lex touching my eyeballs .
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I went down and cook for my brother as usual and quickly ran out not wanting to see his face , scared that he is still mad about yesterday . Since I was early today I walked slowly to school . I took out my earphones and listened to some songs . I was humming to the song , time to time looking up the sky . I was jamming to the songs and before I knew I've already reached school . Then I remembered that BTS wanted to meet me at the basement today . 'What are they going to do ? Bully me more ? Hurt me more ? It's not like it's the first time right ? Let's just go before I get hurt more than supposed to . ' I went to the basement , peeking through the door . I saw them through the small gap , they were all looking around as if they were waiting for someone . I wanted to leave because I'm too scared . I closed the door carefully but unfortunately it made a creaking sound , making all the BTS members turn their heads towards the door . They saw me . Before I could run someone shouted my name . "Yoona ! Wait ! " I turned back slowly . "Come in , we have something to tell you " somebody said . I went in slowly and carefully , my head still down , scared that they'll hit me . "W-what do y-you guys w-w-want ? " "We ....we just wanted to say that ...... We're sorry ! Sorry for everything we've done to you . We bullied you only because we thinks that it might pull up our reputation and you look like an easy target I mean you look like a nerd I mean ughhh just ignore it , we're sorry !! " I looked up and saw all their heads looking down . I know it might not be that easy to forgive them but I don't like hating on people . "I-it's alright " I said They all looked up , some had a shocked expression , some gave me a smile . They were about to say something when the bell rang , meaning that class has started . "U-Um class has started I-i gotta go , b-bye " and ran out of the basement . I was smiling , thinking that maybe life wasn't that bad . I went to my locker to grab my stuff . When I opened the locker , it was full of insults painted with red paint . Whore , slut , bitch , cunt , fuck you was all written there . I was used to all these insults but what hurt me the most was when I saw this one box , filled with razor blade . Meaning that they wants me to die or maybe they knew that I cut . I felt tears prickling my eyes but I pushed it back because I've promise not to show anybody my weak side . I sighed ' looks like I can't go to class today ' and started cleaning up my locker . I wipe clean the paints and just kept the box of razor blade in my locker . It took me a long time cleaning the paint and by the time I cleaned it , it was already lunch time . My stomach grumbled , I was hungry but I didn't wanted to go to the cafeteria due to what happened last time . I remembered that I stole a apple from my brother yesterday . I quickly searched my bag and found the apple still there but a little rotten because it's not kept in a refrigerator . I went to the garden , my favourite place of all time and ate my rotten apple peacefully . I was eating peacefully , enjoying the scenery until someone came and I saw ......
BTS POV After Yoona left , the members ask namjoon the reason why we apologised . "Didn't we said that we have to be friends with Yoona so that jimin dare can be successful ? " namjoon "But I thought you didn't want him to win ? " jungkook "But if you ask me to choose between jimin winning and breaking her heart or continue bullying her till we graduate , I'll choose the first one because I know she likes jimin and getting rejected by her crush and knowing that it's just a dare will only hurt her more " namjoon replies while smirking . "What did she ever did to you guys ? " Jin said quietly . "She did nothing , she's just a toy to bully and play with when we're bored , nothing other than that " suga replied . "Let's just hangout at here until lunch time " hoseok said . Everybody agreed and nods their head . Soon it was lunchtime and they went out of the basement . They had their lunchbox prepared by Jin because they didn't like going to the cafeteria due to those girls annoying them . They decided to eat at the garden because it's more peaceful and quiet since people rarely goes there . They were walking there and they saw Yoona ! "Hey let's go and sit with her ! " taehyung said excitedly . They all nodded their head . "Hi Yoona ! " taehyung said .
YOUR POV I saw BTS ?! They all came and sit next to me , some sit infront of me . "W-why are you guys here ? " I asked . "Oh , the girls were annoying we like to eat peacefully . " hoseok replied . "Hi Yoona " Jin oppa said with a smile "Hi Jin oppa " I replied back and gave him a smile . "Hey why did you only call Jin oppa ? What about us Yoona ? " taehyung asked playfully . "O-oppas" I replied and blushed like crazy. I look up and saw all of them blushed a little , showing a light pink cheeks . She didn't know why they blushed , only bts will know . It was because the word "oppa" she said sounded so innocent and pure , unlike the other girls , "oppa" here "oppa" there , it sounded disgusting and annoying to them and it has been long since they heard the word "oppa" without saying it seductively or agrresively . "Aigoo , gwiyeopda( cute ) " somebody said . "Yoona , why are you eating a rotten apple ? " Jin oppa asked . "O-oh , no r-reason " "Yoona , you know you could tell me everything right ? I'm always here for you . " Jin oppa said I played with my hands , hesitating whether to tell them or not . I decided to tell them the truth since they are now my new friends and I trust Jin oppa because he's always been there for me . "U-uh , my brother doesn't let me eat so I had to steal an apple to eat because I haven't eaten for days . I stole this apple yesterday and it wasn't kept in a refrigerator so it rotten . " They all stayed quiet . "B-but it's alright ! I'm used to it already ...... " They stayed quiet again . "You could eat some of my food Yoona ah ! " taehyung broke the silence and offer me some of his food . I rejected his offer but he kept pushing it towards me and at last I gave in . We spent our lunchtime together. We talked a lot and I get to know more about them . Soon lunchtime ended . I'm glad that we're friends now . I'm finally not alone . We said our goodbyes and went to our class . Time passed fast and school ended . I packed my stuff and went out of class . I was walking towards the school gate and saw jimin and hyunnie infront of the school gate . They look like they were flirting . Jimin turn his head and saw me , he quickly push hyunnie away and walked towards me . I could see anger in hyunnie eyes but ignored it . "Hey Yoona , just wanted to know if you wanted to hangout tomorrow ? " Oh did I forgot to mention that today is Friday and tomorrow is Saturday already ? "Y-yeah sure . " "I'll pick you up tomorrow . Text later bye ! " I walked home , fidgeting whether to text him or not . When I was hesitating whether to text or not I've already reached home . I went to my room and change into some shorts and comfortable clothes . I took out my diary and wrote "Dear diary , This is my second time writing diary . So what happened today . Lots of stuff . So I went to the basement to meet BTS and they all apologised to me , wanting to be friends with me !! I was shocked and happy at the same time . We spent our lunchtime together . I ate some of jin oppa food and it was delicious !!! It was the best food I ate after years ! I thought everything will be fine now but I'm wrong ..... my locker was filled with paints of insults and someone put a box of razor blade inside my locker . I didn't throw it though , maybe I will need it next time ? :/ and just now I saw jimin and hyunnie infront of the school gate flirting . I thought they were over ? Nah I must have seen stuff . oh and jimin asked me out for a date tomorrow OMGGGGG !!! I can't waitttt , I really do love him :) THE END " "Bling!" My phone had a notification I went and see it was jimin . THEIR CHAT (J-jimin;Y-yoona) J- Hey , where do you wanna hangout tomorrow ? Y-I don't know anywhere you want ? J-why not you choose ? I'm fine with anything Y-um , the theme park, something like a disneyland??? J-sure , I'll pick you up at 10 tmr ? Y-sure this is my address *inserts address* J-k see you tmr bye sweetheart Y-byeee ;) END OF THEIR CHAT oh my god he called me sweetheart !!! I'm blushing like crazy right now ! I lied on my bed , rolling back and forth , I was too happy and excited for tomorrow . Oh and if you're wondering why I'm not cooking for my brother , I've already bought some food for him to eat , don't ask me when . I quickly changed to my pyjamas and went to sleep .
Ending in few more chapters ~~ thanks for reading <3