Midnight Thoughts (Poetry)

It takes time but you deserve it.

So here is another positive one:

It's 3:56.
Everyone's asleep, the Sun's still not up and silence takes over.
Your thoughts the only thing breaking the silence.
You just sit there in the dark with all those thoughts roaming around your head.
Those judgmental voices eating your soul alive or whatever's left of it anyway.
They make you realise that you mean nothing to anyone and you start feeling lost, alone, worthless, unloved and truly unwanted.
You wish they stopped and when they do quiet is all that you have again and it's killing you as well.
You are losing control of life and your own self.
You are helpless and hopeless.
Thing is you are not alone.
You have yourself.
We are all broken in different ways, we are all struggling our way through life.
It's not easy and its even harder if the most important person of your life, you, is against you.
This road of love care and appreciation isn't pretty, it's not always laughs and love, it's picking up your fragile body from the hard cold bathroom floor, it's forcing your self to get up every morning, its wiping off the tears from the mental breakdowns, it's wanting to scream at the world, its finally letting go.
But even though you need to convince yourself to do these things you really don't want, it's all worth it.
In the end the only person who can change your life is you.
You are the only one that matters, never take that for granted.
Some times you have to lose yourself in order to let everything go and be free.
Free to be your own human being and reach at that point of where you couldn't be more proud of who you truly are.
You deserve that so stop dismissing your worth.
Stop living in the darkness, let your inner power outshine.
I promise you, it couldn't be more worth it, just take it one step at a time. Slowly and gradually you will get there.
Armstrong didn't go to the moon in one day time, it took months and months of preparation if not years. Hang in there love.
You got this.

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Xoxo
Ami