memories to live

prologue

I'm heading towards the Railway Station. I'm so excited and equally blank. It's not the first journey to me, but yeah it's my first journey towards my love. I dialed his number but hear the same thing from past year- "the number is currently busy, please call again later". Then I called to  Kowshik and confirms that he has already reaching the station.
I board a taxi, it's hardly an hour journey to the station. All the way I was thinking only one thing whether he will talk to me or not.  I'm not prepared for anything. As soon as I reach the station I saw Kowshik waving at me from the other platform, he came and sat beside me.
Kowshik: so what's the plan?
Me: don't know , feeling just a last try.
Kowshik : you have tried enough, I hope this is last.
We got into train and made comfortable ourselves. I had nothing to do, so I just switched to our old recorded conversation on my Android. Kowshik shares one of head set, but I don't want him to listen them so I took it back. He didn't avoid, he knows me very well from childhood. Yes, he is my soul brother, friend and a lover too- recently he got into relationship.
Kowshik :where we are heading??
Me: Belgaum.
Kowshik : are you sure?
Me: hmm.
He understands my moods very well, he just gave me a hug to assure me that everything will be fine.
His phone rings and yes it's his gf, he makes his way. I sat there thinking of a year journey, which is the best part of my life. I just closed my eyes and started to recollect everything happened in last year. So here myself Riya, I'm doing my second year engineering and don't know about what my plans are.