Connection || Daniel Seavey FF

《22》

9:00 AM - October 20th
Los Angeles Time

I wake up by someone kissing my cheeck. I open one eye and see Luna smiling at me.

"Morning babyyy" She says when she sees i woke up.

"Morning cutie" I answer when she lays her head on chest.

I wrap my arms around her and she smiles at me.

"What are we doing today?" She asks.

"To be honest no idea, but i do want to take you out tonight"

"You don't have to" She answers.

"But i want to" I answer with a smile.

She pecks my lips and smiles back. After a while we get out of bed. We go downstairs and eat breakfast with the boys. It's just a lazy day until Luna and i leave since we don't have any rehearsals or interviews.

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10:00 PM - October 20th
New York Time

Blake and i are in my bedroom, sitting on my bed. Just watching some movie together. I feel him putting his hand on my thigh and slightly squeeze it. i smile at him and he smiles back and kisses me. I kiss back and before i know he starts pulling my shirt up. I don't want this, at least not yet so i pull away.

"What's wrong babe?" He asks me.

"I don't want this yet" i answer quietly.

"Come on it'll be fun" He answers kissing me again.

I kiss back for a few seconds and pull away knowing he won't stop trying if i kiss him. He holds my arms and looks disappointed at me.

"Please?" he asks.

I shake my head and his grip gets tighter. He looks mad at me and i start getting scared. I try to get out of his hands but everytime i move he holds me tighter at this point his nails are getting pushed in my skin. He starts to take my clothes of and i still try to get away. He slaps me and even punched my face once.

When he starts taking his pants off he stops.

"You know... It's not even worth it. You're not even worth the trouble that i'm gonna get if i do this because this is gonna be lame" He says while glaring at me and zipping his pants closed again.

"Why are you like this all of the sudden?" I ask quietly not daring to talk.

"It was a dare, how long would it take to fuck you. Because well everyone knows you're a freak. Do you really think someone in a good state of mind would date you?" He says laughing.

I feel myself tearing up and Blake gets up.

"See you never hoe" He says before leaving.

When i hear his car drive off i start crying, sobbing. I realize i'm still laying exposed on my bed so i put on my underwear while the tears still go down my cheeks. I curl up into a ball underneath my covers and cry myself to sleep.

I don't know what i feel worse about.

Being lied to or not even being good enough to get raped.

Words hurt like a bitch.

A/N

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