I'M SORRY (Daniel-André Tande)

Part 12

12.

"Just leave! Please!" I screamed at Andi, I opened the doors for him andhe left. I closed the doors after him and started crying.

I didn't lock the doors and threw my phone across the room. I couldn't pretend I'm okay anymore it was just too hard. I told Andi everything that came to my mind. All the pain and anger I felt for last few months I told him everything well, yelled at him and it sounded like it was his fault even though it wasn't.

I felt tears scrolling down my cheeks but couldn't do anything about it. I went to the balcony and looked down. I was in 4th floor if I'd just jump I'd probably be dead. I slowly leaned forward and almost fall but I heard a voice.

"Sophia!" the voice said, I didn't want to hear the voice or answer but I had to. I turned around and looked.

"Don't do this. Please, Sophia," the voice said and my tears started scrolling down my cheeks even faster and stronger.

"You won't solve problems with killing yourself. The problems will just get bigger. There is no guarantee that you'll die. What will happenif you'll survive? Please Sophia. You have your whole life ahead of you, don't ruin it now," the voice tried to convince me

I stopped listening to the voice and turned my head from it. I leaned forward but I didn't fall. I felt someone's arms around me but I didn't turn to look. I looked down on the road and heard the person that saved me whispering into my ear.

"I love you, Sophia. You can't do this. I love you," the person said but I couldn't respond. After that everything went black.

"Do you think we should call Andi?" I heard a voice whispering and walking around my room

"I don't know, maybe," the other person said. I recognized both voices and I realized who saved me.

"I think he's going to pressure her too much. Maybe we should just wait until she wakes up," the first person said

I slowly opened first my left eye and then my right eye. I winked and looked around. They both turned around and looked at me. I closed my eyes again and hoped I'll see someone else when I'll open then again.

"We're still here. It's real," the first one said and the second one laughed a bit. I opened my eyes again but didn't look at them.

"Why did you save me?" I asked them. Well, one of them but they had to cooperate somehow.

"Because you deserve to be here. You have to be here," the first one said but the other one stayed quiet.

"I know your point, I need his point," I said and looked at the other one. He opened his mouth but someone knocked on the doors and he didn't say a word.

"Come in," I said and heard how the person opened the doors. It was Andi. He stopped as he saw who else was in the room.

"What's going on?" He asked me, probably.

"Well, short version is that your sister tried to kill herself," Stefan said and Andi looked at me. I saw how Danny slowly left the room because he knew he'll need to say something but I didn't say anything.

"Don't act like you didn't know this is going to happen," I said to him and saw tears in his eyes

"Of course I knew. I just hoped it won't. How could you expect me not to know? One day you're all happy and then the other day you're depressed! I don't know what to do with you anymore!" he screamed at me, that's when I totally lost it.

"Let me be who I am! You're pushing me into forgetting and loving again. Yes I love Stefan but you can't expect me to just stop love Danny. You just don't understand because you were never heartbroken. You don't know how it is. You need to let me go. You need to let me dance again," I said and felt how tears started to scroll down my cheeks

"But I can't do this because all I can think of is you losing yourself. I just can't," he said and turned away from me

"Please Andi. I promise I'll control myself and the situation. Please," I said and went closer to him

"Okay. But if something happens I'm not letting you go anywhere else without my permission," he said and I nodded.

I hugged him and he hugged me back. I still cried a little bit but at least I got why I wanted.

"But you need to promise us that you'll never try to kill yourself again," Stefan said after me and Andi stopped hugging and I was already in his hug

"I promise," I said and kissed him

I knew there was no guarantee that I won't kill myself ever again but for now a promise was enough.

I was getting ready for bed when I got the text it was from unknown number. I opened it and read it.

"How much do you remember of me saving you?" it said. It was from Danny.I knew where he was pointing to.

"I don't remember anything very clearly. Just some parts. Why?" I replied to him. I decided not to tell him that I remember how he said that he loves me. I wanted him to prove me that because if he really did love me he'll fight for me.

"Just asking," he replied.

I wasn't sure if he believed me but he probably did. You can't really know that someone's lying from a text message. I turned off my phone and went to the room and laid down beside Stefan. He hugged me and I knew he'd rather see him saving me but it was okay that I was still his. And I planned to stay his for a very long time.

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A/N

I have no idea what to say. THIS WAS AN AMAZING WEEKEND!!!

On Saturday I met my idol Maren Lundby. She's so nice and it was so awesome to talk to her. Congrats for winning on Saturday and for the 2nd place on Sunday!!!!

WOW! Anže's first victory in the WC!!!!! I'm so thrilled because of it and for Peter's 3rd place. Congrats to Andi for being 2nd!!!!!!!!! Anže Semenič the winner of Zakopane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm really feeling bad for Stefan Hula because he could at least share the 3rd place with Peter. And not to mention that this was a competition without Danny. Because he wasn't feeling good.

So, what do you think about the story????

A. S. T.