I'M SORRY (Daniel-André Tande)

Part 15

15.

I didn't get it. I just didn't get it. Maybe I was the problem but I didn't get it. I didn't get it how someone can end the book on such an interesting part and with such a sentence. How not fair?! Now I'll have to wait to get the next part of the three books. The last one and I'm not ready to end reading these books. They became one of my favourite books of all time.

I couldn't believe that I was so sad because of a book. But it wasn't just a book, it was a book where I could actually understand the character. It was a book where I wanted to be the character. I wanted to be her, even though, she went through a lot worse than I have. I wanted to be her.

 I left my room and went to the kitchen to eat something. I was hungry but there was nothing in the kitchen, at least nothing that I'd liketo eat right at that moment. So, I just went back to my room. I went to the bathroom and decided to weight myself. It was a bad idea. I knew that I gained some weight because I wasn't training but so much?!

I took off my shirt looked at the mirror. I really looked fat. I used to be skinny and now I'm nothing. Well, I used to dance more but even when I danced I had help. Well, not really help but when I stopped dancing, Andi pushed me to eat and then he was paying attention that I didn't throw up anything.

I put my shirt back on and went to the living room. There was nothing I'd like on the television so I just opened my Instagram on my phone and looked what other people posted. I probably fell asleep while I was scrolling through the posts.

"Sophia? Wake up," I heard a voice. I slowly opened my eyes and looked around. I was in my room, probably Andi brought me. I saw him beside my bed.

"What is it?" I asked him. His blue eyes were shinning like stars in the night, he did something but didn't tell me.

"I made dinner," he said. Maybe it was just me and my feelings, maybe he didn't do anything.

He went to the kitchen and I followed him. Okay, he made pancakes for dinner. He definitely did something.

"Okay, Andi. What did you do?" I asked him straight.

H elooked away and pretended that he had no idea about what I was talking about. But in the end he confessed.

"I accidentally broke a plate while making pancakes and maybe I didn't clean after myself because I don't know how to clean the mess I made," he said and I rolled my eyes

"You don't know how to clean?" I asked and laughed

After that we first cleaned the kitchen, he did make quiet a mess tho, and then we ate the pancakes.

"They are pretty good," I said and they actually were. Though Andi wasn't really a chef he did make amazing pancakes.

"So, Sophia, I've been thinking. You are my sister, my older sister. But I still have that feeling that I need to take care of you, that I need to protect you. And I know I don't have to, I just need to. That's why I'm telling you this. In few months we both know that Daniel will change his mind and will come to you, maybe even drunk, and ask you for your forgiveness. You'll have to choose between him and Stefan. But you can make all things easier if you decide now. Because it's easier," Andi explained his point of view. I understood what was he trying to say. But it wasn't fair.

"No, I can't decide now. Because I already choose Stefan and in few months there is no guarantee that I'll feel the same to both of them. I can't decide now. I live in this moment and today I'm choosing Stefan. Every day when I wake up I'm choosing Stefan. But who knows what will happen in few months maybe I won't even have the same feelings as I have now. I know you want the best for me but right now the best is to let it be as it is," I tell him.

I was right, I had no idea what next few months will bring.

"Wow, I'm such a lucky man to have this girl right here for my girlfriend,"I heard a voice behind me.

I turned around and saw Stefan. He was standing in the kitchen and I ran in to his arms.

"Surprise!"he and Andi both screamed at the same time.

I was so happy that I had no idea what was actually going on. All I knew was that at some point I was in bed with Stefan by my side.

"Look, Sophia. I'm not here just because I wanted to see you and because I missed you so much," he said and I looked at him confused

"We need to talk about us," he said and made me even more confused. He put his hand on my cheek and kissed me.

"I know we aren't dating for a long time but I want to make us official. I want to tell the world," he said and waited for my respond

"Well, I guess it wouldn't hurt if all those girls would stop flirting with you," I said and we both laughed.

I came up with the idea that Andi would announce it because I knew that people will hate too and I wasn't ready to see all the hate on my Instagram just yet.

So, Andi did it and he did a great job. He just took a picture of me sleeping on Stefan and wrote 'The smile on her face tells everything.'

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A/N

So, first of all thank you all for 1K reads!!!!!!!!!! I really appreciate all of you....

Now, I just want to say that Lara worked so hard for that medal and she was really great and she'd deserve a medal at SG. And Daniel pulling a Tande again, just great. I ended up with two 4th places and Peter's 10th. Great day....

But congrats to Kamil, Andi and Robert!

Does any of you know about which triology I'm talking about?

Thank you all for reading.... tell me what you think about this part and....

goodbye.

A. S. T.