Fear | K.th [Editing]

Crazy love [19°]

I make sure Taehyung is asleep before unwrapping myself from his arms. I roll out of bed and land on my feet. I stare at his sleeping figure for a minute before stepping backward, turning toward the bathroom. I glance at the mirror, pausing when I catch a glimpse of my body. I turn my head, scanning my eyes up and down through the mirror. "God, I'm disgusting..." I whisper, hating what I see. I have all these red and purple blotches on my skin along with unnecessary fat.

'Taehyung apparently doesn't think that compared to what he was saying earlier'

I roll my eyes, keeping my eyes on my body again. He was lying, right? About loving someone as hideous as me.

'Most likely'

I swallow, tears forming in my eyes. I quickly wipe them away, not wanting to cry about a body this horrific. I notice a dark figure standing behind me. I look behind me, but it wasn't there. I scan the room before turning back to the mirror. The silhouette was now standing beside me.

'Look at you, crying pitifully after having sex with your kidnapper'

'If anyone saw this they'd think it was repulsing'

Because it is...

'You say you're fat, but Taehyung will say otherwise'

'You say you're not pretty, but Taehyung will say otherwise'

'And if you say no one can love a revolting little girl like you...'

Taehyung will say otherwise.

'Because?'

To make me believe his intentions for me are good, but when he gets tired of me he'll throw me away.

'Exactly'

'So, while he's asleep...'

'Why don't you get some clothes and get out of here'

He locked the door.

'Find the key then'

'Or maybe...'

'There's another way out you can try'

I look up through the mirror, turning around to stare at the vent. I turn back to the mirror, debating.

'Why're you hesitating?'

I'm..I'm not...I'm just thinking.

'You're thinking about Taehyung, aren't you?'

'You've become soft for him, haven't you'

No.

'Don't lie'

'You're weak and useless'