Cali Girl》》Paul Bro, WDW, and Shawn Mendes Story

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"I stood there, on the edge of that bridge. This is it Maya, after this you won't have to be scared anymore. This will end it all. You ready?

I watched the snow softly fall on my shredded up sleeves on my hoodie, and melt in my light brown hair.

I looked up at the sky, and down to the frozen water then to my hand keeping me from falling.

I looked over and saw this boy, this 5 year old boy staring at me. His mother took his hand and walked him the opposite way of me. He pointed back, then stopped she pulled her phone out.

I closed my eyes, letting g the tear freeze on my face. I let my hand let go on the cold metal.

I fell, I fell so gracefully, so slowly, enough to let me think 'I don't want this' I kept my eye closed and counted to ten, this will be over. 1..2..3..4...

I felt my body break through the ice, and the river carried me, my neck breaking the ice body becoming numb. The sirens, whoop whoop whoop.

I soon fall asleep in the cold sheets of ice. I wakeup, wakeup to this bright beaming light. Of a hospital. Thank god. I see my dad looking at me from above, his ears splashing onto my face.

"It's okay" he stroked my brown hair

I blinked at him, still high off of the experience" I looked at Logan

"Is there anything you would have told yourself before this happened" he asked

I nodded "I-i would have told myself" I rubbed my eyes "that, there is always another chapter, and in that chapter" I looked down at the wooden chair in Logan's back yard

"When I found out that 1 in 6 highschool students seriously think about suicide, yeah, it's stunning it is such a common problem" he said

"Logan, all I wanted was one person to look me in my eyes and say "you okay " nobody ever did, because I never talked about it" I looked into Logan's eyes "I am so, so grateful to be alive, so grateful for today, every millisecond I get to breathe. Cuz I almost ripped that from me shocks me" I looked down

"Is there anything you want to tell the people" Logan gestured to the camrea

I nodded "No matter what hell, you are going through be open please. Just that will make this society better" I swallowed

"Thank you so much Maya, it has been an honor for me. I had no idea thank you" he hugged me, then we did some shots.

After Brendan and I went to the beach for a shoot.

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We left eachother, and I went back to my lonley house. Knowing everyone left, Kenna back to college, and the guys to studio.

I pulled up and walked in.

I here Baby bark, then saw her run up to me. I lifted her up.

I need to post video, get dentist appointment, then to NYC and then Grammys this week.

I ate some stale chips as I did so.

I heard my door open.

Why do people always just come in I need better guards.

I walked downstairs and saw the one and only Shawn Mendes smiling as he held a giant bowl of Mac and cheese, and his guitar on his back with a happy smiled smacked on his face.

He set the bowl on the stairs and Baby got very interested.

I hugged him super tight.

"Nice job at the Golden Globes" he smiled

"Nice job for leaving me thirsty comments on Instagram" I laughed

"Why thank you for noticing" he smiled some more

"My fans noticed also" I lifted the bowl up and brought it to the kitchen with him not far behind

"Everyone noticed" he laughed

I grabbed plates and spooned the noodles onto them.

We sat down next to eachother on the kitchen island and at the noodles in silence.

"Okay so why are you hear, cuz I feel that you know my weakness is food" I looked over

"I was bored and had to much mac and cheese'' he looked at his empty plate

"We are friends right" I asked

"Yeah of course why is this a question"

"Who do you like, have a crush on" I asked with a smirk.

"I can call her, I think you know her" he smiled as he pulled out and typed a number.

I heard this sound of "Mercy" very faint sound.

"One second" I ran off and grabbed my phone and answered.

"I LOVE YOU" he screamed in my house and through the phone.

I looked up and smiled as I walked back into the kitchen.

I hung up as I looked at him smiling and shaking my head.

I hugged him as he sat on the counter.

"Wanna stay over" I asked

"And watch cat vines" he smiled

"You already know" I smiled as I walked toward the elevator "I'm gonna brush and get my retainer thingy, I have extra brushes so you can follow me " I smiled as I galloped into the elevator

As we stood in the elevator he just looked down at me and around the elevator

I brushed my teeth, same for Shawn.

We layed on my California King bed, in our original clothing.

"Soo" he patted his thighs

"Yeah, um well" I looked at my feet "I would like, usually wear my CKs but like I'm fine like this" I said awkwardly

"Yeah, I sleep in my underwear too, so um" he looked the opposite way of me

"If your okay with us like that" I bit my cheek

"Uh, yeah okay you good" he asked starting to loosen up

"Okay well then I'll change in my bathroom" I walked there and got my grey ones.

He layed on one half of the bed as I layed on the other we sat like 4 feat apart, with the 13 inch Macbook pro in between us, playing old vines. Wow.

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