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RPW - WAKE UP

Matthew POV

I am the one who is assign to take care of her. I can't do anything but to look at her. It's has been 1 month since the accident.

And until now I didn't see her eyes open. Until now she is like a sleeping beauty. I admit that I am not her prince to wake her up. But I couldn't reach Ken. I think he change his number.

Two days after the accident and what has Ken said to Dad. I admit everything to him. I told him what happen from the very start.  At first.. Dad get mad at me and he even punch me. But after a week, he talk to me already and everything is okay.

And know he ask me to find Ken. But I dont know where he is, even Justin, Kyle and Tita Cass doesn't know where he is.

Hinawakan ko ang kamay niya.

"Trixie.. Please... wake up... Everyone here, miss you already... Bogoshipeo dongsaeng... Kuya Matt miss you already.." I wipe my tears.

I'm sorry for being stupid Trix. I'm sorry... I promise to make things right. I will do everything just to keep you happy...

I admit... It hurts... It hurts to let you go.. to see you with someone else and to see you like this... But now... I will learn how to control my feelings...

"Nak.." I look at her and smiled. She sit right beside me. And hold my shoulders. "I'm happy to see you change son. Masaya ako at sa wakas.. Nakapag move on ka na."

"Yes mom. But it's sad because... Kailangan pa palang may manyare na ganito para matutunan ko mga pagkakamali ko"

"It's not yet late to start over, son."

"I know mom. Kaya nga magiging isang mabuting Kuya ako kay Trix at kay Czarina kapag gumising siya..."

I hug her. Kung sanang una palang tinanggap ko na, na hanggang kapatid lang kame, hindi naman sana manyayare ito.

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2 years after

"Czarina!" Inupo ko siya sa kama at pilit siyang bumababa. Tawa lang naman siya ng tawa sa akin. Alam kong mahilig lang talaga siyang tumawa pero hindi ko kung bakit feeling ko nang-aasar siya sa tawa niya.

"Kuya Matt" napatingin ako sa tumawag sa akin. It's Trix. Namiss ko 'tong babaeng 'to. Hinug ko siya ng mahigpit na mahigpit.

"Trix... Ang laki mo na"

"Wow kuya ah. Para namang sinasabi mo na maliit ako dati" Asar na sabi niya at nagpout. Kinurot ko ilong niya. Miss ko na talaga siya.

"Hindi naman ganun Trix. By the way... hows your stay in California? Did you have a great time with your other siblings?"

"Ne.. But as expected they've grown liberated. Luckily I didn't adapt that attitude much"

"Jjinja? How about you health? What does the doctor say?"

"She said that I must continue exercising and to have a bonding with my close friends so that I can regain my memories fast" she smiled and I smiled half... If I we're to choose... I don't want you to remember your past.. So that you will not get hurt anymore...

"Ahh thats great.. but... do you want to remember your past memories"

She smiled. Pinuntahan niya si Czarina at umupo sa tabi nito.

"Honestly? I don't know. What if may nanyare sa past na ayaw ko na palang balikan.. But somehow I want to kase baka may naiwan ako sa past" Nag-iwas ako ng tingin.. Sana wag mo ng maalala ang lahat... I'm afraid that I might lose you again... Ito nalang ang meron ako.. ang pagiging magkapatid natin... natatakot ako na baka kapag nalaman mo... Magalit ka sa akin at kamuhian mo ako ulit.