The Feeling ➳ SaTzu (Completed)

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-SANA-

"Why are you smiling from ear to ear Sana?" Momo asked while taking the pen on my hand.

"I don't need your help Momo" I said and took out the pen "Tzuyu will help me write the song" I added.

"Tzuyu? Eh?" She asked.

"Yeah. It'll better to leave my room now" I replied. She stood up and looked at me with a weird face.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I shouted while throwing the pen on her direction.

"Hmmm nothing?" She said with a smirk on her face. I glared at her and she immediately went outside.

I fixed my things cause Tzuyu will probably ask me write the song at the company. She's so close but still wants to keep her distance. I don't know why she's like that.

"Sana" her voice surprised me that's why I threw all the things that I'm handling.

"Momo told me you're calling me. Why?"

"Huh?"

"Nevermind" she said and I immediately held her hand.

You're doing it right Sana.

"Can we write the song here?" I said while looking directly to her eyes. No words can express how much I miss this kind of moment.

She was just staring at me. Not really knowing what to do.

"If you want to" she said calmly.

She went inside the room, tilting her head from left to right.

"Still the same room right? I didn't change anything" I said awkwardly. I tried so hard to start a conversation but she will only answer me with a nod.

Why are you doing this to me Tzuyu?

"About last night, what do you mean?" I asked, hoping for an answer.

"Nothing. Let's start" she said. Avoiding everything.

I will let her write the song. She only asked me what's the title and I answered 'Romeo'

"Why is it Romeo?"

"Romeo and Juliet theme? I don't know"

"You're looking for your Romeo?" She asked.

"It's not something like that" I replied.

I opened my phone and saw a message from an unknown number.

From : unknown
Hey there, it's Jun. I hope you and Tzuyu will remain friends. I just want to inform you that Tzuyu is happy now with someone else. I hope you finally moved on. You deserve to be happy and that happiness deserves to be in your life.

I turned off my phone and put it on the table.

"If you don't want to write it, you can just leave" I said. She was quite surprised with my sentence.

"Why are you suddenly giving me the cold shoulder?" She asked.

"Please leave if you want to. Just leave me alone Tzuyu" I replied. Trying to hold my tears.

"Fine" she said. She stood up and started to fix my things. She held some of the letters from my fans. "Read them. It'll make you feel better" she said but I didn't listen to her.

I just want to let this out of my chest.

"I'm sorry Tzuyu. I am sorry for not knowing that you're struggling before.  I hate myself, I hate Wonpil, I hate my Mom and Dad, and now I hate you" I said letting the tears to flow in my eyes.

"I hate myself that I still care for you. I hate the fact that I keep dreaming of you, wanting that you will come back to me. If you're happy now with someone else then I'll be happy too. Your happiness is my happiness" I said and she was just standing.

"I hate you Tzuyu. You're giving me hopes. Why are you doing this to me?" I shouted. 

"Who told you that I'm happy now with someone else? Don't waste your tears for nothing" she said before she walks away.

That's her reply?

I hate you Tzuyu.

"I will not waste my precious tears for you!" I shouted inside the room.

I ended up reading the letters of my fans. It feels great to be loved by so many people.

I opened a paper. Seems like the fan who wrote this rush his/her letter. I don't care if the design looks amazing or ugly, I'm looking for the content of the letter.

Tell me you love me
Tell me you're feeling the same
Tell me you miss us
Tell me Sana

Weird. Who wrote this?

I fixed the letters and put it on my drawer. I need to keep it safe so that I can easily read them again when I'm sad.