Fallen apart

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In less than 24hours, my life has fallen apart and been torn to pieces.

The feeling of wishing to draw my final breath and finally leave only grows day by day.

The anxiety attacks are now more often and common than before.

The inability to reach sleep due to the anxiety has begun to take a bigger toll on me than it has done up to this point.

The intrusive, anxious, illogical, hopeless, negative and paranoid thoughts have gotten much worse than they used to be.

i have no idea what to do or how to face everything that has now began.

It was all a domino-effect that finally reached me, and now i'm broken down.

How do i begin to confront and deal with it all? i have no idea and i know that it will only get worse from here on, until there's nothing left of me or who i used to be.

February 3rd, 2018

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