When They Go Quiet

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The thoughts rarely ever shut up. They are a constant torment i endure all the time. And whenever they go silent i become very afraid.

But after doing some deep thinking i've come to an unusual conclusion.

Perhaps i fear their silence because, without them, everything feel the way others experience their everyday life.

Perhaps i'm afraid of the silence because i get lonelier without something i've become so used to.

Perhaps these thoughts that never cease to disturb me give me comfort in a grim manner.

Maybe i am so accostumed to the thoughts and their messages that normalcy is wrong for me.

March 6th, 2018

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