Laying next to you on this bed, our only source of light being the fairy lights I strung through the bed frame, my mind comes to think and imagine so many scenarios.
I think "What if I took the chance and rested my head on your chest, my arms gently wrapped on your body? What if I were to risk it all and press my lips to yours? A soft embrace that could end in something better, or it could end in a complete and utter fallout. What if I continue to give you my heart as I'm already doing but this time I take it further and tell you all the things that I bottled up because I feared you would push them away? What if I slept next to you and risked it all for a moment of bliss?"
After all, there's just so much I crave and yearn for. I want to sleep next to you. I want to come home to you. I want to hold hands with you. I want to kiss you. I want to hold you and be held by you. I want to spend a lifetime with you. I want to wake up next to you. I want to experience everything this life has to offer with you.
I want you.
August 25th, 2019
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In My Head
Non-FictionJust a place where I let the thoughts, ideas, tragedies, events and possibilities that thrive within me and the experiences I've lived be voiced and bear a place where others may understand them. •lower-case "i" intended •Cover made by me *Warning:...