Saving You

01//The Beginning

Chapter 1

"Happiness for me is like the stars something I see from far away but I know that I will never reach."

~Haidy Wazeery {The Author of the story}
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Hey! I am Rose and This is my story.
I am 22 years old.
I live with my aunt but she is not always here. She is one of the most important business women. She travels alot. She is my only family.
You are wondering where are my parents. Sadly, I never got the chance to meet them. They died years ago leaving me and my sister alone against the world and now it's me against the world. In the past years, I have learned how to suffer alone, how to solve my problems by myself without help. I have learned how to be strong when my whole world was falling apart. I never wanted this. I never wanted to be alone. I have always dreamt of having a happy family but I never got that dream even the one person whom i loved the most, the one person who knew me, who would die for me, who would just be happy when I am happy. I lost that person too. I have lived many phases in my life. I am sure that these phases made me stronger but I am sure that I will never forget them. I was just sure of one thing that I will never be okay, that I will never taste the meaning of happiness."For me happiness is like the stars something I see from far way but I know that I will never reach."

Today is a sunny day and I am sitting on my bed reading a book about psychology, mental illness, depression, darkness, and everything else that has a relation with the brain and feelings. Psychology has always been my thing. Well! Literally, It was kinda not my thing at first but someone I used to know always loved psychology. This person is the reason why I loved it too. Psychology made me understand my feelings, my emotions, made me also understand people, read people's minds. It also made me so eager to know people's stories including their suffering, their rough times ,and everything they went through. That's why I majored in psychology and now I am a psychologist.

Well! That's enough for now.....

Time for work........
I close my book and place it on the table. I walk to the bathroom, take a shower.

After 10 minutes of showering....
I finish my shower then walk towards the mirror and I look it. I don't like mirrors. I have always hated it since a tragedy striked my life pretty hard. When I look at the mirror and see my reflection, I feel a tear inching down my face.

Whenever I look at the mirror, I see her. "I miss you." I say while I am trying to contain myself. I do not want to cry. I have cried so much for the past four years. They say: "Time heals wounds." but my wound never healed. I feel that what happened four years ago happened yesterday.

I put on my clothes, brush my hair, put my make up and my glasses on then I make my way through the door to head out to my work.

After a couple of minutes of driving, I reached my office.....

I enter and I see my secretary. Her name is Cassie. She is my friend even before being my secretary. She helped me through my hard times. She was always there for me. She helped me pass the last four years. She kinda gave me hope in life and that made me realize that there is still some sort of good in my life.