Saving You

05//Two Dark Souls Colliding

Chapter 5

"Sometimes all you need is someone telling you that everything is gonna be okay even if it is not."
~unknown

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4 weeks later........
At the Price's residence.......

4 weeks have passed and I still don't know what to do. I don't know where she is. I don't know what is happening in her life. I miss her. I miss her like a crazy person. I am dying to see her. I have called her so many times. I even went to her house but no one seemed to be there. She has isolated herself from everyone even her patients are asking about her. She seems to be in a lot of pain and no one can help her. She doesn't give a chance to anyone to help her. She just hides and I am supposed to wait for her until she comes back again. In those past weeks, I have realized many things. First thing is that I miss Rose so much. Second I feel lonely without her in my life. I miss her, I miss my Doctor. I miss my friend. I miss everything about her and I don't know why. I just know that in a short period of time she has become an important part of my life whatever part she is. I need this part in my life and I will do anything to bring that part in my life again.

Meanwhile at the Graveyard..........
{Rose's P.O.V}
I sit on my sister's grave and I start crying like a crazy person. This is my break down of the year. This is the time where I miss my sister, the time when I wish to die in order to be with her. This is it. This is my break down time. I hate this day. I hate today. Today marks 4 years of her death. 4 years. I was alone for four years. 4 years without my sister. I can not imagine that she has left me alone for so long. Still after all this years I feel like she died yesterday.

"I...I... am so...s...s.orry Maylie ... but I can't live without you anymore. I have been patient for a long time. I have tried to live without you. I have tried for 4 years... 4 f*cking years and still I can not forget you or move on. Maylie I miss you. How I wish I could just lie here with you and get rid of that sick life of mine. I really need you Maylie. You were my everything. You were my sister ,my soulmate ,my lover, my world, my life, My Twin Maylie.............How can I just forget you or remove you from my mind?Whenever I look at the mirror I see your face, your hair, your eyes, your lips, everything about me just looks like yours. How can I f*cking forget my twin for god's sake? Huh!! How can I?? Tell me!!! Look what I am doing now, I am crying. Have I ever cried Maylie?!! You told me I was strong and that I could live my life without you yet here I am May being all strong. Is this the meaning of being strong May!!" Tell me!!" I finally let it all out. I start crying again and I don't think that I can stop crying now.

Meanwhile......

"Where are you going, Ian at that time?"

"I am gonna take a walk ,brother. You have a problem with that?"

"Ian!! Is there something wrong?."

"No brother, I am fine just leave me alone."

"Ian talk to me. It's okay I am your brother not your enemy."

"Please Evan leave me now."

"Brother, I know that you miss Hayley so much and I know also that you are gonna go visit her grave but I just want you to know that she wouldn't like seeing you like this."