Chapter 24
"I wish I was lost in you instead of without you."
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{Ian's P.O.V}
I froze in my place when I saw the doctors removing the life support and my heart just stopped beating. Rose....She is going to die any minute now. I can't bear that....I can't bear living without her.....That's so fucking hard....This moment is enough to destroy me forever.....It's enough to change me into someone i used to be....someone i thought i buried the moment i fell in love with Rose. I don't want that......I don't want to be that person again.....I don't want to live in a life where Rose doesn't exist in it.
"Sir, You can't be in here....Please go out.."
"No, I AM NOT GOING ANYWHERE AND YOU ARE NOT UNPLUGGING THE LIFE SUPPORT. DO YOU UNDERSTAND?"
"SIR! Please go out or we will call the security guards."
"Security Guards!! You think i am afriad of that? You think i am gonna let you unplug those machines and let Rose die? You think so?? YOU CAN'T JUST KILL HER??"
"Sir! Please go out we have work to do."
"YOU CAN'T DO THAT!!" I shouted at them so hard that even Cassie and Eric came rushing into the room. My anger and rage suddenly turned into an unbearable pain. My eyes got blurry and tears started forming in my eyes.
"She.....She....deserves to live Doctor.....I can't live without her.....Sh-She is my everything.....If you take her away from me......I will die.....Please Doctor Please.....Don't take her away from me.....Don't you have someone you love? Can you imagine losing that someone? I am talking to you as a human now.....I would die if something happened to her.....I wouldn't bear losing her. Just the thought of losing her makes me crumble......I feel like my soul is slowly leaving my body and I can feel the pain of it......It is like I am slowly dying.....It is painful......I can feel my heart being ripped into a million pieces........That's how i feel right now....." I said as tears were streaming down my face. I could hear Cassie and Eric crying behind me. We are all hurt. We are all in pain. We can't just lose her like this. Rose has affected everyone of us in someway and we can't just let go easily.
"I understand your concern, Sir but..."
One of the doctors said.
"How can we help,Sir?"
"I think you can help us by giving Rose 3 days more to wake up."
"It's hopeless..." One of the doctors said.
"Well then at least you would have given us time to.....Ummmm....to.....say.....our goodb......" My throat closes on this word like a tight fist. I can't even say the word. How can i do it?
"Ian means that you can give us 3 more days so we could say our goodbyes and inform her relatives." Eric says.
"Hmmmmm....." The Doctors sighed.
"Okay Can you please go out now so we can return the machines like they were?" One doctor said.
"Let's go Ian......" Eric said grabbing my arm and pulling me out of the room.
After a while......
We were all waiting outside. I was leaning on some wall while Eric was sitting beside Cassie. His hands wrapped around her shoulder and her head rested on his shoulder. I couldn't help but remember the moments when Rose and I were happy. That time before we broke each other's hearts. That time when we were pointlessly flirting. I couldn't help but smile as i remembered those moments.
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